When I was little I got the fascination with love.  I would be over at my grandparents house in the mornings because my dad worked alot. we had a tradition my lola (Grandma) would make breakfeast and when it was done we would watch westerns. I used to look at them and think "i want someone to love me like that." and i particulaly blame myself for the fact that i am a hopeless romantic. and once you start you never stop, or at least thats how it is for my case. the hopeless romantic that is in fact quite hopeless sadly. goodluck guys, i hope it comes.