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MOTHERFUCKERS I HAVEN'T USED THIS APP IN A YEAR PLEASE STOP ADDING MY CRINGY FANFICS TO YOUR LISTS I WROTE THOSE WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOOD AT WRITING AND HYPERFIXATING ON APHMAU AND UNDERTALE AT THE SAME TIME 

Pet names will make me melt lol

Merry Christmas! 
          Uh, my partner is an example of why we don't do underage drinking, that was fun to deal with

I am so gay lolol (actually bi but still) So I accidentally got warm water on my hand bc I was too busy looking at a pretty girl in my science class lol, I had gloves on so it only gave me like a "shock,"

Totally me not trying to cry over the fact I am overweight and am letting my securities control me and totally not thinking of ways to get rid of my extra weight from vomiting it up and dieting pills, 

Trying not to let the depression settle iiiinnnnnnnnnnn but everything keeps maakkkiiiing it worse, and Im tiiirrred, but I don't wanna have another fever dream turned nightmare and I'm oddly craving poppyseed muffins 

Random 12:40 AM Fun fact:
          
          Slick or wetness in the vaginal area caused by getting aroused is actually heavier filtered blood,
          
          And that was random 12:40 AM Fun Facts

My friend reminded me of Conny from The Promised Neverland's death and I just dkdndndndn- 

Fun fact I just fucked up because I didn't think before I typed- and now my anxiety is slowly rising and hoping the girl I was talking to jjst glazes over what I said

I was/am laying in bed thinking about killing myself and in all honesty the only things I could come up with were cons if I failed, and tons of pros if I succeeded, but then I remembered I made a promise to help another friend who's also suicidal so I of course have to stick to my word as thats the kind of person I am, which isn't always fun but yeah, I can only think of pros for killing myself, too bad my mental state is such a limbo and I have a fear of death, otherwise I probably would have tried it tonight, oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯