ThatHiddenUltima

Hey, I need some help.. So, at the beginning of this year my best friend brought in another girl to our friendgroup, now we're all friends and share the same interests, me and my best friend are really into anime and we got her into it, we also helped her find out that she's lesbian and a furry. She started getting distant from me since she got more into furry stuff and a lot less into anime stuff, where as I'm the opposite. Now, she doesn't really spend any time with me, before all of us were quarantined she stopped hanging out with me between classes, and would invite my best friend over without me, when I used to always invite both of them over. Then my best friend would hang out with her between classes and ignore me. We even have a group chat but I don't feel like I'm part of it anymore.. I don't know what to do, I don't really wanna bring it up because I don't want to come across as attention seeking, even though my best friend knows I grew up with unstable friends and not getting much attention. I don't want to lose my best friend, she's what keeps me going.. any advice would be appreciated..

Guys, PLEASE, I need requests! Please go to my oneshots book and put a request in the specified Page, I don't have inspiration. 

Several hours ago, (around seven, eight-ish, it is now twelve thirty at night) I finally got my hair cut into a bob and dyed it black fading to red as I had been planning for around seven months now. Part of me has STILL not processed that as a fact. My hair naturally covers my right eye, that's just how it falls into place. EVERY DAMN TIME I look over and see the red, I think I'm bleeding. I then realize that it's the dye, I then play with my hair for five minutes and get all giddy about it, then begin to think "if this day was a damn dream, this will mess me up, 'cause I finally got to speak to my boyfriend for the first in a long time, and had a hell of a day at school, got my hair dyed and that took a few hours to get done, AND I finished a thing of artwork. It will fuck me up so much of I wake up and it's Tuesday again and I will definitely cry." Then the WHOLE process repeats. Oh, and I've also lost a significant amount of blood today and am currently craving SunnyD, ice water specifically, Ensure (if you don't know what that is it's a drink that has the nutrients of a full meal in it, I survived off of a singular one of those a day for like five years) milk, cream soda, and pepsi, but just thinking about all that liquid is making me nauseous and I now feel the urge to throw up for the second damn time today..

Weirdest Fucking day at school.. So, I have this friend and she's so innocent, doesn't even know what a hoe is other than a gardening tool. And I have these friends that are two years older than me, her, and my other friend. These two older girls 'adopted' us three. They have other friends, some of which are extremely dirty minded. So we spent all our breaks trying to keep the 'Mineta' of their friendgroup away from the 'Izuku' of ours. He was fucking RUNNING at her.