ThatOneAce131

ily <3

guess who found the dsmp’s in another life and now is regretting life.
          (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

has your cousin ever brought up a non-binary person in her class and mentioned that they have a really feminine name so you say that maybe they feel more feminine aligned and that she goes what and it hits you that that’s not a normal term for cis people to know but you recover quickly and the fact that you have a big vocabulary saves you?
          no?
          oh, that happened to me last night.

CRAP-
          I WAS JUST DAYDREAMING I HAD A PARTNER AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IMMEDIATELY POPPED INTO MY MIND-
          THIS ISN’T THE FIRST EITHER
          
          NOPE
          WE’RE JUST GOING TO BURRY THIS AND TACKLE IT ANOTHER DAY
          IT IS 1:00 AM I AM NOT DOING THIS

so i saw a clip of that one muppets show where they’re all still kids and gonzo just completely destroyed gender roles and im not sure if this is because he’s genderqueer or if he just doesn’t give a crap about society or both.

i would like to ask to questions.
          first off, does your doctor have you do a depression quiz when you go there?
          second, if your doctor does am i the only person who knows all the correct answers and never answers honestly because they don’t want to worry their parents?
          is that a me thing.
          it’s probably not a good thing, but i won’t be getting a yearly check-up for like 6 months so i can’t really do anything about it.

*when you see a thing about all the things apollo is the god of and see both guilt and plagues so now your self insert basically leaks sickness when they’re upset and it sends them into kind of a spiral of guilt and then they’re just more upset and it just never ends. along with quite a bit of other things that cause guilt and in a measly attempt to balance out the angst you give them a really sunny personality 80% of the time but then because it’s your self insert you add social anxiety so they basically end up being a walking angst bomb and ball of sunshine. and because he’s the god of music, knowledge, and healing they-like the majority of the apollo cabin-can heal by singing and blurt out random facts without realizing (90% of the time there is a person their which makes them freak out) and they play a few instruments and sing but they also hum unconsciously (i actually do that so).*
          
          
          so umm now that you’ve got a shortened version of my oc i’ll sleep.

i’m starting an art book because i have a ton of art i love, but 90% of it has pride flags, and 90% of the people who want to see my art i’m in the closet too.

my sister just came out to my best friend and her younger brother yesterday casually in a conversation (i brought it up. started a 20minute or so conversation on mental health and lgbtq issues with straight people) and they’re both supportive and nice (they have a great mom and school) and anyway, i’m aware of how accepting they are of this and still can’t come out.
          
          it’s frustrating but i can live with it for a while.

i just saw this one thing saying,”what if percy jackson and the olympians is just percy telling estelle his life story as a bedtime story?”
          and i’m in literally shock.