WARNING: Long description incoming!

"Sometimes even the most well put together have fallen apart inside, they're just too scared to show the world."
-ThatOneMessedUpChick

Hi, welcome to my account. Basically what I write here will be whatever I want, whether it be about suicide, anxiety, rape, or even just plain teen romance bullshit. Most of my stories are from dreams, so if that gives you an idea of how fucked up my dreams are, so be it. Anyways, enjoy!

Feel free to message me!

Oh woah, you actually made it down here? Well, hello then. I guess I should just write some of my actual feelings down here since this is a place no one is likely to look. The real reason I have chosen to put my account on hiatus other than just the fact that my friends can see it is because I always play the innocent little christian girl at home and the cold asexual girl at school. I do this and it genuinely makes my depression worse. Then, when my friends find my stories that I actually thought through while writing and put my heart into, I have to joke about it and laugh along with them. I'm over it. Maybe one day I'll have posted a new account if I'm comfortable with it. Sorry my depression has gotten in the way the last four years out of the five I've been on Wattpad.

"Dear bullies,
Remember that boy you punched in the hallway today? He commit suicide a few minutes ago. The girl you called a slut in class today? She's a virgin. That boy you called lame? He has to work hard every night to support his family.
Put this message on your profile page. I bet 95% of you won't though. But if you're in that little 5% that do, you're worth more than a million diamonds."
-@wendy6632 (Sorry, this was just too good! Good job if you were the one that wrote it!)

I hate everyone joking around saying I'm smart. I don't feel smart. Being smart is not a compliment to me anymore when I'm being used because of it. I can't succeed in anything. I'm sorry.

IG: @messeduppotterhead