Lucy,
I understand that this is not the most romantic way in the world to do this, but I really need to do this, plus, at the moment we never actually see each other in person, and right now, when we are mourning Lily and Holly and the rest I just had to do it, I have had these feelings for a long time.
So here it is:
I love you. So much. And I can't get you out of my head. You're so beautiful and sweet and kind and caring. Right now, both of us are in pain, yes, but if we were an item... we could help each other through the pain. I honestly can't imagine where I would be without you. I have known you for so long, as long as I can remember. And, I always knew. I love you so so much. I want be with you. I picture us getting together, dating, in a proper relationship, travelling places together, moving in together, getting engaged, getting married, buying our own house, having a family together and going on holiday with our kids, growing old together and becoming grandparents. Together.
I love you so much.
Which is why,
I'm asking you this.
Will you be my girlfriend?
If you say yes, I promise, I will always be there for you and love you forever. I will protect you and do whatever you want me to. I won't argue against you, I will be there for you, supporting you no matter what.
-Tom xxxxx