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Hey random question, but I know u were also friends with Flamingo/RandomCalifornian and I just wanna know if you know what happened to her and/or why she deactivated and/or if she has another acc? Thanks, hope ur having a great day :)

hey just wanted to jump in and see how you're doing

Now, rarely do I go to Springfield Ohio because I have like no business there. But I'm like 99.99% sure no one's pets are being eaten there- 

Many of my residents: I bet you have a family of your own already, right? 
          
          Me: No, I'm only seventeen-
          
          My residents: Oh, I thought you were in your mid twenties? 
          
          *Emotional damage* 

Y'all ever need a moment to be silent? Like, just completely silent? Because even though I sure do like to talk, I need at least two hours a day where I don't have to say a single word and it's pure bliss. 

For the longest time, my mom wouldn't let me cut off all my hair even though I like when my hair is like a very short afro. Now she says I can do whatever I want, but she gave me just the illusion of choice because I can't shave my head due to the fact that that looks bad at my job. (I work at a nursing home.) And it wouldn't look good at interviews when I want to apply for hospitals. 
          
          So it is my choice to shave my hair, but it's really not. 
          
          Well played mom, well fucking played. 

My mom: What is that? 
          
          Me, holding my treasures from the art festival I attended today: pineapple jam! :D
          
          My mom: Why would you get that? 
          
          Me: It tasted good! :D
          
          My mom: . . .
          
          Me: Wanna try some? 
          
          My mom: *Instantly* No. 

Yesterday, one of the housekeeping had to clean two rooms in my hall because two residents were discharged. (I work in the rehab hall), and she was complaining about it to the nurse who worked that hall. And then she asked why the nurse aide couldn't do it instead of her. 
          
          The nurse smiled when she saw my glare. 
          
          Probably because you're literally housekeeping, and I was busy doing patient care tasks, ma'am! 

I guess I got that mid 20s, going through a life crisis with 3 kids look, because every time my coworkers learn that I'm 17, they look at me like I just told them I'm the reincarnation of Jesus lmao. 

I just learned that my grandpa died, and I'm very sad. But I also feel a lot of guilt. Because the last time I saw him was nearly ten years ago. I always told myself that when I was older and had the funds, I would go back to Hawaii and see him and my grandma. And now I can't.
          
          The last time I saw him was literally my last day in Hawaii. He and my grandma had taken me and my brother to an arcade, and we played games together. At the time, I didn't know that would be the last time I would ever see him, I didn't even realize it until I was told the news today. 
          
          My brother was too young to remember, and my sisters were born in Ohio, so they never met him, so when I told them the news, it seemed like only me and my mom were truly sad. Which I don't blame them for. 
          
          I wish I could see him one last time, I really want to hug him. We probably won't get to go to the funeral because we live so far away. 
          
          
          I know I already don't come onto wattpad as much as I used to, but I think I'm going to take a few days off here to process this. Have a nice day everyone.