@SmutsCEO I'm also like that, plus I have insomnia so it makes it extra hard to fall asleep, also my family just completely dismisses all of my symptoms for everything, especially my ED, so I get that :/
@SmutsCEO real, I just get so tired of having to go through another shitty and boring day with so many intrusive thoughts, so I decide to sleep so I can have at least some peace for a little while