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I just cried when I was eating cake. I don't like to cry which made me hate part of myself..... (because it was my aunt's birthday.) I cried because my older brother decided to be a bitch and say harsh things to me.... Then I looked at my wrist that had a scar from last time I tried cutting myself. But I Thought for a moment. So I didn't cut myself more... So I just cried while my family asked me why I was crying. I looked like pathetic fool. (my brother tried to play dumb but it didn't work.) I didn't want to answer them and kept eating. I looked at my brother with a glare and tears still running down my face. My parents, aunt and, sister suspected that it was my brother crying after me eating cake I walked to my room and just..... Thought how I was pathetic..... A crybaby..... Makes me angry of myself