That_Dam_Geko

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Who the fuck is playing the bagpipes at 5pm

That_Dam_Geko

god I hate public speaking cause often my mouth just disconnects from my brain and I either talk too fast or too much cause I feel like I have to fill space that doesn’t even exist cause it’s literally my own presentation. I’m defo overthinking this whole thing (giving a speech tmrw wish me luck gang)

That_Dam_Geko

Update: Did my presentation and I think it went well! People seemed to like it anyway
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That_Dam_Geko

I haven’t written a proper short story in a hot second and lately I’ve been getting inspiration for writing and I am very happy about it but also annoyed cause I got mock exams coming up and also Artfight so im gonna be busy :/
          
          Like it’s not gonna stop me writing and getting this current fic im working on done but cmon brain pick a better time man
          
          
          
          (I’m so excited about this current fic idea cause my friend came up with this wild Malev theory and it captured my creative side so I started having ideas for it and we started bouncing things back and forth and now I’ve spent about 2-3 hours straight just coming up with stuff for this and we’re gonna co write it which is something I’ve been wanting to do FOREVER. The fic is in the Malevolent pod fandom and the main concept is Arthur and Azathoth related (can’t do specifics cause potential spoilers). Much excitement I haven’t been this level of inspired and had such detailed ideas for plot in a while)

That_Dam_Geko

Sometimes I stare at my art for too long and I hate it even after messing with lighting and then I come back a few hours later, tilt my head and go “actually… that’s not too bad”.
          
          And this happens with literally everything I draw it’s so annoying

That_Dam_Geko

*bonks head on desk* the struggles of art yayyyyy
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That_Dam_Geko

And then if I continue hating it even after a couple days that’s when I know I need to mess around with the piece itself a bit on either markup or irl and do what I can to make it better 
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That_Dam_Geko

I feel like randomly feeling dizzy and getting headaches probably isn’t normal but I also think it might be caused by my lack of hydration *remembers the various times I drank lots of water and still had a headache* uh. Statement still stands, I don’t drink enough but also maybe I should be concerned about this
          
          Idk, the headaches have only been fairly recent and the dizziness doesn’t really do anything to my vision or hearing. I have tinnitus sometimes but that’s kinda it
          
          Yay yeeting health problems to the void of the internet