Who Cares?

Let's go skipping stone
          And chase the wind
          and watch the sea
          Let's go skipping stones, 
          Till the end
          when all is gone,
          'cause you and I 
          aren't forever young 
          Let's go skipping stones

Sometimes it's hard. I know I'm ugly and fat. I'm sorry, but I try to do something about it. Sometimes I just want to end it. To jump, to pop, to pull, to cut. I don't understand why I was put into this world. At lunch in school sometimes I feel like I'm going to have a mental break down and start crying. Sometimes I just want to walk to a bridge and end it all. And I try not to. But it's just so hard....