To Elliot/ @DEATHANDMEARECOOL (I’m sorry for the mention of it does show up):
I’m sorry about everything that has happened between us, and I shouldn’t have spread information to my friends that was yours to tell at an incorrect time. I should have known it would be a kind of sensitive topic, but I didn’t think it through before making a stupid decision. I didn’t mean to make you feel negatively since I was a child, I have grown, but have gotten worse at the same time. I may not be the best person, but I know that it is time to own up to my mistakes and finally apologize. I would have messaged you, but I lost most contact with you after our altercation and do not wish to make another account to bother you. If I could find it in my heart to think about the things I did to you, maybe I can find it in my heart to hope you forgive me. It would be reasonable not to, since our fight was nasty. I couldn’t find a better word than ‘save’ then, but now I realize I should have used the word ‘alerted’ or the phrase ‘tipped off’ about “him” instead of making it seem like I was more superior. I once again apologize for the pain I have caused during that fight and the strain I put on our friendship so long ago. I would have made this apology months after our fight, but I had put Wattpad on hiatus. I hope you find this one day, Elliot, and I hope you are doing well.