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So uh.. I posted another chapter of If I was Pack Master
          I hope you guys like it and understand that I'm still trying my best to deal with all the things that have been going on in my life. 
          I wish I could promise a more regular uploading schedule, but I just can't. I'm sorry, just bear with me.
          
          <3 I'm so thankful for your support in my writing 

Hey.. wow. It's been A WHILE and I'm really sorry about that. 
          Um.. 
          So I had a little bit of motivation and wrote Chapter 36 of If I Was Pack Master
          
          I never posted this here because I've been dealing with rather severe depression and stuck to other forms of social media. My mother died at the end of May and that has been absolutely one of the most traumatic things I've ever had to go through. On top of that, my aunt died in August. I also had to move out of my childhood home, move in with my grandparents, and give up my three cats that I've had for 14/15 years. So yeah. Not to trauma dump or anything, but I hope you guys understand why I haven't been around. 
          
          So in the words of Bo Burnham 
          "I'm sorry I was gone. But look, I made you some content!" 
          
          I can't promise a regular uploading schedule, but just know that I'm trying my best. 

Hi, how are you. I know it has been a while since I asked but I back and hope everything is better ❤️

Just writing to see how you and your family are doing I hope they get better soon

I understand and I am really sorry for all of this that is happening and I will pray for you and you family to get thru this alright. Take your time and some things gets worse before they get better. I hope you get thru this alright

Hey guys.. I'm really really REALLY sorry for just not being active. So much is going on in my life and the world is just so fucking hectic. I do intend to finish my stories that are in progress, but my life is really just a mess right now. My mom is really sick and shes only getting worse. My grandparents are both recovering from covid and my nana is struggling because of a handful of other things that happened during her covid. I'm trying to finish my college degree all during this time. It's severely overwhelming and I really hope you guys understand why I just dont have the energy to write right now. I intend to finish my stories, but things need to settle down first. I wish I could just bang out chapter after chapter like I used to, but I can't. I'm sorry. 

AHHHHHHHH IM OFFICIALLY 18?!!!!!!! 
          IM AN ADULT NOW 
          ITS WEIRD 
          AND KINDA SCARY 
          AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so so so so so so so SO SORRY for not updating 
          If I Was Pack Master 
          For SO LONG! 
          So much has been going on with my life and I have been so busy and so exhausted mentally and physically. I've had such a hectic year and it's only getting worse. I'm dealing with a lot of stuff mentally and it's only getting harder. 
          I promise that this story is NOT, I REPEAT, N O T being abandoned. I'm very sorry that updates are few and far between and I hope that those reading it can understand. I'm human, I can't write as much as I used to... but I'm really trying my best here. Please don't be upset with me. I hate not having the energy or time to do the thing I love. I'm so sorry again... 

So uh.. I live in Florida and I just started spring break and because of the Corona virus schools across the state have postponed resuming class until March 30th...