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@mochabbg sorry that was A LOT 

@Thatonegladionlover @mochabbg and left-sided hemiplegia (Weakness or paralysis on one side of the body caused by damage to the brain)  aswell as a splint on my left leg) so yeah, to sum this all up my life has gone to sh!t!

@mochabbg i don’t wanna bother you but venting might help so here I go. I just started a new school and my parents (without my consent) stuck me in FLIPPING French emersion (I cannot speak French for the LIFE of me). I moved recently and left behind my BEST friends (that I only RECENTLY found). On top of that we had to put down my cat (that I’ve known since I was like 7) so that was VERY hard and THEN tm I’m getting THREE shots (and I’m TERRIFIED of needles) I ALSO recently came out to my parents as a DemiGirl (Im questioning that and Omni) but they WILL NOT use the they/them bit of my pronouns (she/they) so they aren’t really HELPING me on my questioning journey because I haven’t heard ppl speak aloud about me as a they so that’s turning into an issue. And I argue w my parents almost EVERYDAY and they’re all like “we understand what you’re going through! We went through this too!” But they didn’t struggle w gender and sexuality like I do and I just feel like I wanna SCREAM at the world for being so CRUEL (I CONSTANTLY feel anxious about wether we’re going into WWIII) and I honestly feel like my ONLY safe havens are The Q & A Club (Queers and Allies) Club at my school aswell as music but the thing is that my mom CONSTANTLY says that I’m “too addicted to my IPad” (I probably am but that’s because I’m relying on ppl idk irl (such as you) and music to stay sane (I mean the Q&A Club helps me stay sane too) and I wish DESPERATELY that I can figure out who I am and idk WHt I believe in (my family is Christian but idk what the bible says on LGBTQIA+ stuff so idk what to believe (also I’d like proof that he’s REAL and not just a story for kids (I apologize if this comes off as rude or offensive) and I MIGHT have to have ANOTHER surgery on my left leg in like 1- 1 1/2 years (i have hydrocephalus (A condition where too much fluid builds up inside the brain, causing pressure on it.)

Aww Ty!!!!

@Thatonegladionlover ooo congrats!! I hope you get 20 soon!! (:

@Thatonegladionlover ❤ 

@nirvana_petal Yw! I just love it so much!!

@mochabbg Mwah