ThatsGayMyDudes

Hi there!
          
          It’s been a while, hasn’t it?
          
          I remember growing up here, maybe a little more literally than I’d like. Apparently I used this place to rant, and I find myself laughing over my old conversations posts and happily clicking the delete button. However, any comments I made had the notifications deleted and I cannot seem to get them back.
          
          Despite not being here for years, I want to find myself back. I love the community I received and some of it genuinely walked me through dark places. I’ve also craved writing again, and I’m dissatisfied with my current stream of attempts when I have so many ideas.
          
          To those there when I needed it most, thank you. To the friends I made along the way, I value you. To the people who watched me actively use millennial humor, I’m sorry and no retribution can save me from my crimes against humanity (I’m so sorry ). To a new leaf and finding new values!
          
          -NLF ☺️

Hi Mate, I met you on the Hp + TMR book
          I can't open your comment 
          I guess you deleted it
          IF you didn't don't delete it
          Hope your life gets better

Back from another hiatus.
          
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          !! IDEAS NEEDED FOR MY EVERYTHING; MÍ ESTRELLA!!
          
          I haven’t abandoned My Everything entirely, but I haven’t been writing on it and I don’t remember the original storyline (sorry…I got busy and forgot.) Inspo would be great, and it would offer a more follower-fated storyline. Send in your ideas, and I’ll come up with a way to interpret them!
          
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          I’m redesigning the horror poetry book. As stated in the initial update, I’m not going to do essay level explanations anymore because they become mentally exhausting to write. Because it’s poetry, I would like to think it’s up for interpretation like any other art form. Other works will also be added that aren’t necessarily horror.
          
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          I refuse to add on to The Man of Iron article snippet. That was purely satirical. It is not anything viable. If you want to adopt it, be my guest. Just make sure to tell me beforehand and credit me. If I find that it has been copied, I will report it.

Guess what?  IT'S SHOUT OUT TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
          
          
          Shout out to this book and other for its beautiful randomness.  It's funny enough to be read to your besties and possibly grandparents.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/50276126-im-a-wood

@monochrome_dragons
          
          Okay fucking shout out time.
          
          This was one of the BEST FUCKING BOOKS I've read on Wattpad.  Dead ass.  You guys need to read this.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/157565608-blue-drarry

So like if you guys pay attention to my boring ass life, y'all would know I got a new bf 
          
          
          so like he's trans and is constantly crying to me abt dysphoria so how do I support him??? Typically I try to get his mind off of it but idrk if it works...

So I never updated, but I guess I should.  In late February/Early March, I tried to commit suicide via OD.  I took over five hundred milligrams worth of Tylenol and 400 milligrams of ibuprofen.  I went to a hospital for three days until my levels were stable, and I proceeded to stay in a mental hospital/behavioral health center for two weeks.  I’m now on happy pills for major depression and a sedative antidepressant for insomnia.  I’m also on a mood stabilizer.  If you have any questions, you can DM me or respond on my announcement page.