ADVISE MESSAGE
Hey, it's me again. My request partially comes back into contact with my first request but there are other things involved. So, fro context, I have autism and I am heavily emotional. Most of the time I'm calm. But my entire life, my mom has tried to keep my negative emotions at bay. So inside, I feel really bad and insecure about myself. From my LGBTQ identity to things I like that I know I would get judged for, such as Gacha, I feel mentally traumatized from my mom and dads' actions, and it's begun to stir up into genuine hatred towards my family. I know it's wrong, but I need some advice and you were the first person/people I could think of. Can you please help me? I would really appreciate it.