The-Murphy

Hello everyone, in case anyone is still here. Hi. I'm not coming back to this account. I hate it, honestly, and wish I could just go back in time and forget everything I've written here. It's uncomfortable for me and It makes me extremely upset thinking about it. Even for the few seconds I've jumped on here in the past I've never stayed or even wanted to stay long at all. this is definitely the end of this account. I went through my outsider preferences book and unpublished some chapters that I wrote back when I was 15 all those years ago because they made me uncomfortable and didn't realize what I wrote in them. even when I tried to come back for a short time and was like "lol I might write" I never even stayed for a day. i never looked at my notifications. i never did anything. so I completely forgot some of those chapters were there and if I realized or remembered they were there I would have done this a long time ago. i completely forgot what was in some of them.
          	
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          	at one point I know I knew I wrote smut and when I remembered I did it made me uncomfortable, but I still felt it was semi-okay because when I wrote the smut I was writing it about characters my age at the time. but I never went back to re-read any of it and see what I wrote and now I have and realize some of it was really weird, especially a chapter about their (the outsiders) kinks. 
          	
          	i apologize deeply to anyone who has gotten uncomfortable because of the things I wrote years ago and I hope that everyone has a lovely life. I'm leaving here for good now I think. i might log in again in the future but as of now, I'm leaving.

The-Murphy

Hello everyone, in case anyone is still here. Hi. I'm not coming back to this account. I hate it, honestly, and wish I could just go back in time and forget everything I've written here. It's uncomfortable for me and It makes me extremely upset thinking about it. Even for the few seconds I've jumped on here in the past I've never stayed or even wanted to stay long at all. this is definitely the end of this account. I went through my outsider preferences book and unpublished some chapters that I wrote back when I was 15 all those years ago because they made me uncomfortable and didn't realize what I wrote in them. even when I tried to come back for a short time and was like "lol I might write" I never even stayed for a day. i never looked at my notifications. i never did anything. so I completely forgot some of those chapters were there and if I realized or remembered they were there I would have done this a long time ago. i completely forgot what was in some of them.
          
          / nsfw mention
          
          at one point I know I knew I wrote smut and when I remembered I did it made me uncomfortable, but I still felt it was semi-okay because when I wrote the smut I was writing it about characters my age at the time. but I never went back to re-read any of it and see what I wrote and now I have and realize some of it was really weird, especially a chapter about their (the outsiders) kinks. 
          
          i apologize deeply to anyone who has gotten uncomfortable because of the things I wrote years ago and I hope that everyone has a lovely life. I'm leaving here for good now I think. i might log in again in the future but as of now, I'm leaving.

D1nosaur7

@The-Murphy I really like your story of Tim x Dally. I really want to know more about Dally's past from all the hints that are given throughout the story. I love your work and I would love it if you would write more of those two. I love that ship and you make it even better with how the two guys are so sweet to each other. Plus, no one really thinks about those two greasers in particular to be big old softies at the end of the day especially towards each other. Even though you wrote a lot of sad content in there, it still is really good and makes sense for the two. Please keep going Murphy! I don't even mind all the spelling errors or POV mess ups in the story, it's great and I can still read it no matter what. Thank you for writing that ship!

The-Murphy

im logged in for a second and im so tempted to delete my old outsiders book because it has so much stuff in it that i am not comofrtable with anymore like the smut and im just. ahhhh. i get that people like that book though and i dont want to get rid of it on people but i wrote all that smut when i was under 18 and now that im almost 19 it feels really weird.