Ossian

Holy fuck it’s been a while- I uh- okay soooo 
          
          Some shit has happened. 
          
          
          Also was anybody at Afterhsock in Sacramento Thursday and/or Friday? 
          Cuz chances are, you saw me. 
          
          God okay so I came out as trans to my entire family, I started High school, Loki discovered his love for Human flesh (also he got a girlfriend, her name is Shine, she’s the neighbors cat) 
          And yesterday I was at the Evanescence concert at Afterhsock and some dickhead was crowd surfing and I was covering this girl who was crouching down so she wouldn’t get hit or nothing (she was shorter than me) and so I was like trying to make sure she didn’t get hurt and THE BITCH WHO WAS SURFING LANDED ON ME! 
          
          I fucking heard my ankles crack! And so did the girl I was covering! 
          
          But hey I got fruit and a smoothie. 
          
          If you want to talk to me privately and vent or whatever, I can share my Pinterest because I have messaging on there. 
          
          Love y’all! 
          -Levi

HIIIIII

PPPFFTT 
          I AM NOT A SIMP
          
          
          DO I LOOK LIKE A SIMP TO YOU???
          
          
          *+Breath+* 
          
          Heloooo 
          
          I was called a simp today because I did a squeal in breath when somebody mentioned an MHA character I happen to enjoy in the show.
          
          Anyway, how is everybody?

Omg I haven’t been here in forever. 
          Hey y’all! I just got back from a week at Gay summer camp. How is everyone doing?

OMG I HAD THE BEST MOMENT YESTERDAY
          
          
          
          So I was with my family driving down the freeway and I look out my window and saw this buff ass dude singing his heart out to Disney songs while drinking a bright pink boba. 
          
          He had a little girl in the back of his tall truck and she was wearing a princess dress and she was adorable
          
          
          He was singing the songs with her and vibing
          
          ALSO HE HAD A SHIT TON OF STUFFED ANIMALS ALL AROUND THE LITTLE GIRL IN THE BACK SEAT OF THE TRUCK OMG AND ONE OF THEM LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE MY POLAR BEAR 
          
          
          btw we still need to name my polar bear. 
          I might ask my friend Karly for help. 
          
          Have a good day y’all

What a beautiful day to be diagnosed with slight Autism and heavy ADHD (whatever that means) 
          
          My mom took me to a specialist or something and they did some tests. Today we learned that I have Autism and ADHD—oh and severe trauma. 
          
          Apparently, my mother had been ignoring the signs that I showed during the earlier years of my fucked up childhood. 
          
          I knew I had ADHD (It was self-evident) but I didn't notice anything Autism related. 
          
          My stepdad bought me ice cream. 
          
          Oh, and I'm still sick.

Wonderful news, I’m sick so I didn’t have to run the mile today. 
          
          Also, I didn’t bleed at all at my track meet yesterday! 
          Instead I coughed up a LITTLE bit of blood in the bathroom of the McDonalds where my team stopped for dinner. 
          
          Best part: I DIDNT HAVE TO PAY FOR MY FOOD!!! I did have 20$ but my coach said he would cover for us since we did so well. 
          
          I ended up doing one extra event. My friend got nervous and threw up behind the bleachers so I did her high jump. 
          
          FIRST PLACE BITCHES!!!! 
          Anyway, I’m very upset that they took Rise of the Guardians off of Netflix AGAIN because that’s my favorite movie. (JF forever) 
          
          Oh and Rein (the guy I like) sat next to me on the van ride to the meet and back home and I don’t mean to sound like a weirdo but he smelled really fucking good. (I can smell people from like- 5 feet away sometimes more) 
          
          I had a great week. I’m not even upset that I’m sick because it’s happening over a weekend and I didn’t miss anything important today at school. 
          
          SPRING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK WOO WOO!!!
          
          I’m driving down to Escondido with my family!! I’m so excited!! I got to plan the whole vacation because my mom didn’t want to!! 
          
          I’m happy rn. This is rare. I hope nothing ruins it. 
          
          
          ALSO!!! 
          
          Loki got a girlfriend!!!!!!

BRUH
          so I went to the doctor two days ago and SHE DIDNT EVEN LISTEN TO MY CONCERNS ABOUT THE BLOOD
          
          I did get a sports physical though. 
          So now I can do Track and not worry about not being able to go.
          
          But like what if I just start coughing up blood in the middle of my throw??
          
          
          Anyway, nobody in my house cares and River is gone until June. 
          (He’s helping my Grammy until I get there) 
          
          Have a nice day/night

lol so some of y’all seem concerned about my thing.
          
          
          
          Good news
          
          
          I get to go to the doctor in a few weeks. We got our papers submitted so I’ll have an appointment soon.

Ugh.
          
          I just had to clean blood out of my sink.
          
          Let me explain.
          
          
          So ever since I was 7 I’v coughed up blood and had daily nose bleeds. This is completely normal for me.
          The only scary part is that I don’t know when it’s going to happen.
          
          So I could just be doing some homework or something and my nose just starts pouring blood while I’m coughing up this glob of blood onto the floor or table.
          
          Sometimes I can make it to a trash can. Other times I’m scrubbing the carpet next to my desk at school. 
          
          It really just depends.
          
          As far as I know it hasn’t happened while I’m sleeping which is nice. 
          
          Anyway, I made a blue cake today. It’s for Percy.