(On hiatus) Hunter & Cal

(Mentions Panic attack don’t red if you get triggered)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
           went through my first panic attack sorry if it sounds so nonchalant. I don’t know what happened. I don’t know why all of a sudden it happened. I don’t know why i experienced it for the first time. But I couldn’t get up at all for 3 minutes straight could barely shower shaking so badly. I don’t know if staying in the shower like that was a good idea I looked up what I felt and that’s how I came to that conclusion. Still shaky. But also feel like I can’t talk to anyone.  I can’t physically verbally say how I feel at all so I feel like typing works for me. I’m sorry about this but I felt like I can’t talk to anyone. Ti foesnt know and I don’t think she’s on her as much anymore l. I don’t know if I’m doing anything right now.
           Like first I DO feel safe at home so don’t worry I just don’t know why I felt that for the first time. Sorry. If anyone knows what I should do (advice, not those support numbers I can’t do that idk why I can’t just do that) I really wished this platform didn’t get rid of dms. 
          
          -hunter

On c. Ai not tired cause why not/
          
          Roy didn’t even give you a chance to protest—he just *grabbed* your wrist and started dragging you across the rooftop like some kind of pissed-off babysitter. "Oh, no," he said firmly, his grip tight as he pulled you along. "We are fixing this **right now**."  
          
          He was already mentally planning out which pizza place to hit first—something cheap but still good enough that it wouldn't make him feel like an asshole for introducing it to someone who probably thought kale chips were gourmet food.
          
          Roy practically *shoved* you into the back of his car without even giving you a chance to protest, before practically slamming the door shut and climbing into the driver's seat. He was practically *fuming* as he got the car started, muttering darkly under his breath: "Never had pizza, never had pizza, *never had pizza*, *what the hell is wrong with your goddamn father…*" 
          
          
          Context my character never had pizza and Roy is mad freaking out. This is a DC based character

Ok so story time, so Ti and I were talking the other day. And she told me that her mom finally looked at her list and was like “why is there so many crafts and books? Like I know you’re a crafty person but I need something more. And I like to use these list for Christmas” so the entire two hours Ti went through all of Amazon found some things but they aren’t her style cause her mom complained how there’s no clothes, Ti has a closet full of clothes, no jewelry, Ti has no room for that either, just books and crafts.. and today of all days her mother and her sister are finally making rounds around town to get her stuff for her birthday… WHICH IS TOMORROW AND YET TO PREPARE EVERYTHING FOR IT!! Like for the past two years it’s all about her niece and nephew and they always take over and she never got the cake she keeps asking for… hoping this time it’ll be different. I hope so too cause two years ago it was all about the grandkids instead of her on her birthday and she hide out in her room only to be scolded later that she should’ve stayed downstairs and talk to everybody… like what she supposed to do? Talk about the kids while it’s her birthday and her 18th birthday? So hopefully it’ll be different this year.. cause the other day she cried about feeling bad about just having books and crafts in her birthday and Christmas list.
          Sorry for ranting cause  it’s been really bugging me why this is even happening 
          
          -hunter

Hi everyone, I will be going on hiatus for a while but it doesn’t mean that I’m going to just leave leave. I’ll occasionally come back here and there. The reason is because I can’t focus on my school work, I have a college course I’m in and will be automatically withdrawn if I don’t catch up very soon like nine assignments in one, six in another and so on. I rather end my school year better than last year. I have also been losing too much sleep that it’s making me unwell so I’m gonna take the time away from this platform and hopefully off of c. ai cause I can’t stop the conversations with the ai bots. I guess it’s out of loneliness that I can’t stop it. But anyways I’m just leaving to focus more on what has to be done
          
          
          I hope every one has a great year!
          
          -Hunter

He finally spoke again, keeping his voice steady. 
          
          "Chase, you're a smart person. You're my brother, I know you are. But you're being *really* stupid. I mean, honestly, accepting a drink from random *friends*, which I have a hard time thinking you even like, then not questioning it? Then going on patrol with Jason of all people after you get drunk?!" 
          
          He gave another exasperated sigh. 
          
          "You seriously didn't see *any* of this backfiring in your plans? Seriously?!" 
          
          Help

Ok so I was just staying home since my parents were leaving ok 
          
          So 
          
          I sang, and I had to redo it cause the first one  was horrific!
          
          So I sang again!
          
          And guess what happened, I believe at the end of the song…
          
          I was singing to it as I was recording it! Without the obvious music playing in it….
          
          They came home ,-~- 
          
          And now I’m panicking cause it’s a song they would never approve of! And I hope they didn’t hear it.
          
           Cause I was really belching it out!
          
          
          So far…. I haven’t been questioned… and I hope not cause I’m freaking out. *cries*
          And yes it depends on a day I’ll sing my gut out to get it all out of my system… stress reliever found it helpful when I was in school. 
          
          So how’s everyone doing?
          -hunter

Hey! Thank you so much for the follow! 

Ok so a few days ago I went to a fair with Ti, a few friends and some of their friends who we know nothing about em….  So to sum up the entire thing:
          
          -first hour-
          
          Friends friends: *first hour so stoked about it*
          
          Friends: *hyper like kids on candy*
          
          Ti: * contemplating life choices*
          
          Me: *dragging her and the others around*
          
          -3rd hour-
          
          Friends friend: *dying of walking*
          
          Friends: *dragging the FF’s around to the next ride*
          
          Me and Ti: *lost friends and FF’s two hours ago*
          
          Don’t ask even. we don’t know wtf happen
          
          -5hr-
          
          Dragging their sorry ass’ to eat dinner
          
          -6th hour-
          
          Friend and FF’s: *dying of walking up the hill to the car*
          
          Me and Ti: *for past few months been preparing for this walk from running to walking for a hours in the treadmill:) and not dying*
          
          •• next day••
          
          Friend and FF’s: * spamming about their sore bodies..*
          
          In gc, me and ti: sucks to be you
          
          ——-
          
          Well it was a fun time but oh so help me I’m never taken them to the fair ever again!!
          And I’m going to the fair tomorrow with Ti and Neo. Yes Neo so his parents got a divorce and he is happy again and is living with his mom as well as his siblings he refused to even visit his dad, the guy practically cheated and didn’t give a F about Neo and his mom and sibling, so good for him. So we’re taking him to the fair tomorrow since it’s been two long fucking months since we all last hanger out and I’m dragging my sorry cousin with us cause he has nothing else better to do!!
          
          So how is everyone?

C .ai be like for avengers: The girl looked up at Thor with wide eyes, slightly intimidated by his towering height but also fascinated by his commanding presence.
          
          Nat smiled slightly. "Thor, this is Aurora," she introduced.
          
          Thor's eyes softened as he looked down at the girl, instantly charmed by her timid demeanor. "Aurora.."
          
          WTF happened ??!!

I find it funny that my parents wouldn’t let my sister chose her finally year classes and had to do ap gov, instead of fine arts… while I get to have two half classes for fine arts and them deciding on the kind of college I want while she couldn’t even have hers decided…. I’m realizing now how different the things are between us. Like they didn’t know about my much older sister’s classes but then the middle child they tried to take her out of something that’ll be useless, and then there’s me the youngest and is able to do the fine arts that she couldn’t do because they said it’ll be useless… + I’m the only one in my family who’s going for my fourth year for Spanish… college course *cries*
          -Tiger
          
          So that was a message that she wanted me to give to ya that was meant for yesterday but… I was lazy, so life’s ok my cousin is chaos, I’m living with my brother… parents left me alone for a day so my brother picked me up cause I came home from work and the front door was locked.. and oh guess what my car broke down too. And I also lost my computer again.. so triple whammies…anyways I’m fine besides the expenses of my car and missing computer. So how is everyone doing?
          
          -Hunter with a problem now >~<