//RANT WARNING\\
It's been a while since my last complaint, or even writing in my stories. I'm sorry about that, but school started and things are just piling up on themselves. Like, for gods sake, I can't go to school without wanting to cry. I feel alone even when I have my awesome two friends. But it's those fu©king freshman... they're taking my girls from me, and they're doing things without even inviting me. I feel left out and I fu©king hate it!
I've been wanting to get my hair dyed for Halloween because it goes with my costume, but I haven't been kept up to speed with anything. Same with this morning. I made breakfast and started eating, halfway through I was told to not eat cause we were going to brunch as a family. That would've been nice to know before I made a fu©king bowl of cereal!!
I just hate living in general.. I love the people I can see in life but I hate mortality. I hate reality and just breathing. I just don't want to be alive anymore... but don't get the idea that I'm suicidal, cause I'm not. I just wouldn't avoid death if it came.
Anyway... sorry, I just needed to get it out there..