Hey guys, I'm sorry I was gone for such a long ass time. I've been in and out of the hospital. Why? I'm very suicidal. I don't want your sympathy for me, I'm just notifying you guys about what's been happening. And no, I haven't gotten better. Will I get better soon? Oh well I have no idea. This was all I wanted to say, and hopefully within the week I won't be back in a hospital for god knows how long.