Please take the time to read this because its kinda important to me.
Nobody understands why I am comforted by my phone.
Maybe it's because my phone is the only thing that has yet to hurt me. My phone hasn't left me and ignored me. It has been reliable. I've had so many friends leave me its not funny anymore. Maybe thats why I have trust issues with people. I probably won't ever be able to completely trust someone for the years to come until someone can actually show me that they wont leave me in the hardest of times. Someone who will understand when I just need to be left alone to cry or scream and punch a wall. I just need someone who will be able to comfort me like the people in the bands I listen to, I may not have ever met them in real life or even seen them in person but they bring me happiness and comfort. You wanna know why? Because they haven't hurt me emotionally or left me when I need someone, they have been there for every single one of their fans and they will always be there for them. I just need someone like that in real life. So stop telling me that it's unhealthy for me to be so emotionally attached to my phone, because it hasn't left me like you have.
