TheAnnoyingYellow

2019. Please be good. I will work hard.

TheAnnoyingYellow

My heart has broken into million pieces. This wasn't part of my 'plan' in life. Although this kind of thing happens normally into a person's life, I've never really imagine I'll experience it— especially now that I wasn't ready. That's the thing, I don't think I'll ever be ready. But it happened, I lost you Papa. We lost you. We lost such a genuine soul. You were my original Ironman, my superhero. You were my home. You took care of me. You've always looked out for me. I just can't seem to process all the things happening right now in my brain. Nothing ever sinks in. I'm not yet ready to live a life without you. I have so much to say— things I never told you because I'm such a coward. I was too afraid to express how grateful I am to have you as my father. Now you're gone, I don't have a chance to say those things to you anymore. You'll never hear me say those things. I'll never see you. I'll never hear your voice. It's so painful, Papa. Please help me make the pain stop. I'm willing to do everything... just to see you, talk to you and be with you again. Sorry for all the things I've done and haven't done to you. Thank you for all the things you've done to me. If ever... there's another life after this, I swear... I'd still choose you as my father. I love you, Papa. Rest easy.

lou_uwu21

@TheAnnoyingYellow Oh no... I'm so sorry for your loss. Ate Melli, please stay strong. Look at me. 2 of the people I cherished the most have passed away already. Please be okay. Take some time to move on, and I promise, you'll still be positive soon. <3 Lots of Love!
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TheAnnoyingYellow

I can't write stories. I can't draw. I can't sing. I can't play guitar anymore. My friends refuse to hangout with me. I'm not doing well on my work.
          
          Most of all, I can't cry.
          
          I'm a freaking messed up failure right now.
          
          Yet I still force myself to smile and cheer up. It's getting more and more painful.
          
          Help me.

itsme_nicolette

Hey there! I just wanna say that im here, what can i do to help you? You know i also felt that and just what they say, there is a times that we need to face a rough path, there may be darkness at night but there is a tomorrow, a morning bright to start again our day. Also, those friends are not real, you can find new real friends that will cherish you  so smile genuinely , you are beautiful, wonderful and cheer up! I'm here if you need meeeeee! ❤
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curt_lassie

@TheAnnoyingYellow It's perfectly normal to have these "sad pages" in our lives but we all have to go through these in order to read the next chapter. Don't give up okay? Please try to remember why you're there and doing all those things. With it, we hope you find strength to continue ^^
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LunaAndAqua

@TheAnnoyingYellow Yeah. Cause I know that kind of feeling.
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TheAnnoyingYellow

Hi, it's been a long time! It's me, Melli aka ByunTwin aka TheAnnoyingYellow aka TheAnnoyingMellie.
          
          Some of you know may have known me for the fanfic I wrote, which was Barbie and the 12 Handsome Wolves. And gladly, it has been quite a success for it has gathered around 200k reads now. I wrote it when I was in college and finished it before I graduated. I was planning on writing a sequel for it but unfornately, I had a writers block and I wasn't able to think of naything to write since then. Until now, I'm still thinking of a way out of this and luckily, with a help of my friend, who's fond of writing as well, I've been able to come up with some ideas and I've been able to write a bit again as well. Right now, I'm still trying.
          
          So what do I really wanna say in this post? Uhmmm...
          
          I just wanna say thank you for those who supported me along the way. And also for those who are still reading my fanfic up until now, thank you!
          
          I'll try to rise up again from today on.
          
          Just bear with me.
          
          Thank you!
          
          - "Author-nim"