The Dragonness ✨

I hopped off the plane at LAX 
          With a dream and my cardigan~

finally graduating, but at what cost ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i just sneezed and then said "thank you" in the solitude of my own room where literally no one is here to say anything to me

"you're not graduating"
          
          good morning to you too, parent

i'm freaking starving myself right now even though i'm not being forced to keep myself away from the kitchen and getting some food. it's because there are people there and i just can't join them and eat dinner because i feel to uncomfortable. i know i've known them for a few years, but i just can't. anxiety does so much to me, but my parents think nothing of it. it sucks that i have to keep quiet about these things to them. i haven't even told them about the panic attacks.

raise your hand if you're literally failing classes during quarantine ［(－－)］zzz
          
          but literally though, i haven't turned in a lot and my teacher sent an email saying "thank you to the FOUR STUDENTS who turned in all their assignments." honestly petty to put that into an email. like what am I supposed to do when it's hard for me to even do work because it's a bit complicated and time consuming since I put so much effort into it. and i don't like the class calls because it just feels like monotony and a waste of my time. i'm fine with the learning style we have now since it's for safety reasons, but can teachers at least understand how much this is weighing on our mental health?
          
          which reminds me, they really just don't care. literally before quarantine, i made a speech about flaws in the school system, and the only thing teachers have been doing ever since I presented it was tell me why i'm wrong. so.. I'm very tired and upset and I'm gonna go eat while playing animal crossing and reading fanfic. sorry for the stupid rant. i just haven't slept for several hours. 

i depressed again (ó.ò)

wee wee

uwu

heart of a teenager, mind of an adult