♀️Gabriel ♂️

Seeing all the people that have read my oneshot book and commented on it really makes me happy I really wish I had access to this account still I had so many more ideas in the works I never got to publish because I lost this account 

Hey guys my account got hacked and there’s really nothing I can do about it but this is my new account! I already have a new story published on it!

Hey Uh I know you guys probably want an update or the new book I said I was writing but I I’m miserable my home life is getting /worse/ and my mental health is finally plummeting after the years of being okay I really want to hurt and just destroy things and people and I’m just not okay at the moment and I don’t know when I’m going to be okay I’m considering putting myself into a mental institution for a while or finding a way for me to get out even if it’s just for a while I don’t want my friends to ask about it or have to explain myself to anyone but I’m hurting and I’ve been hurting and I just can’t keep doing this I’m so trapped here I just want to be alone and away and just figure out who the fuck I am because I don’t know anymore I’m just hurting I’m sorry

I know you guys really like my one shot book but just to remind y’all that I do NOT condone the things that go on in my story and I know I’m the one romanticizing it but real life yanderes are not cool or cute 
          
          My therapist has only begun to scratch the surface of my “yandere” relationship and says I still need a lot more help because he fucked me up so bad.
          
          So please don’t romanticize these things in real life, you’re welcome to enjoy the fiction but remember it’s FICTITIOUS and I do this as a way to express my emotions and make myself feel better in the sense I can’t be in a normal relationship and have Stockholm 

You know who I fucking l o v e. Bokuto from haikyuu god I love him y’all don’t even KNOW

You know what we need more of? Poly yanderes those shits slap my dude  and there just simply aren’t enough ugh I guess I have to do everything

Whatever god is out there please for Christ’s sake let her be okay 

Me exhausted and starving: I’m so glad I can go home after this
          My mom: we’re stopping by reds house hope you don’t mind
          Me compelled to be polite: I don’t mind at all

Imma be real wit you chief I’m fucked up and wanna write so tlets see hows this goes

Damn in my one shot book god really went
          
          God: vibe check