TheBestestJD

This is obviously a sad time for all the directioners all around the world. I've been trying to process Liam's death, and every time I feel like I've cried enough, some more tears decide to show up and prove me wrong.
          	I'm 26 years old. I became a directioner when  I was 14. I was a very depressed, very self conscious teenage girl, who struggled a lot with a lot of things. I always thought I was ugly and unworthy of love. When One Direction got into my life, everything changed. Their song lyrics made me feel seen and loved in a way that I had never felt before. Those 5 boys were my pride and joy. Every time something bad crossed my mind, I would think "I have to survive this so I can go to their concert" or "I have to live to meet them". My biggest dream was to be able to tell them how much they helped me, how much they changed my life and saved me from the deepest parts of my mind. I guess now, I will never be able to tell that to Liam.

TheBestestJD

@ TheBestestJD  Through One Direction I became friends with my best friend, who's someone who's been with me through all these years. We lived and loved this band together, we cried, we laughed. I also found out two of my biggest passions: reading and writing. If it wasn't for the boys  I would've never made this page here and I would've never started writing in the first place. They were, and will always be, my happy, safe place. Even now, every time I feel lost or down, I close myself off from the world and listen to their music or watch their videos, and the happiness comes back to me a little.
          	  What happened to Liam was tragic and I don't think I'll ever get over the fact that he died alone and sad, thinking that the world hated him. But Liam, that's not true. I could never hate you. You are part of me, one of the most beautiful parts of me. You helped me through so much, you made me laugh  you made me learn how to love myself. And even though I'll never be able to tell you this personally, I hope you knew, deep down, that you will always be loved, no matter what people say. I hope you find the peace you deserve. You'll be missed immensely
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TheBestestJD

This is obviously a sad time for all the directioners all around the world. I've been trying to process Liam's death, and every time I feel like I've cried enough, some more tears decide to show up and prove me wrong.
          I'm 26 years old. I became a directioner when  I was 14. I was a very depressed, very self conscious teenage girl, who struggled a lot with a lot of things. I always thought I was ugly and unworthy of love. When One Direction got into my life, everything changed. Their song lyrics made me feel seen and loved in a way that I had never felt before. Those 5 boys were my pride and joy. Every time something bad crossed my mind, I would think "I have to survive this so I can go to their concert" or "I have to live to meet them". My biggest dream was to be able to tell them how much they helped me, how much they changed my life and saved me from the deepest parts of my mind. I guess now, I will never be able to tell that to Liam.

TheBestestJD

@ TheBestestJD  Through One Direction I became friends with my best friend, who's someone who's been with me through all these years. We lived and loved this band together, we cried, we laughed. I also found out two of my biggest passions: reading and writing. If it wasn't for the boys  I would've never made this page here and I would've never started writing in the first place. They were, and will always be, my happy, safe place. Even now, every time I feel lost or down, I close myself off from the world and listen to their music or watch their videos, and the happiness comes back to me a little.
            What happened to Liam was tragic and I don't think I'll ever get over the fact that he died alone and sad, thinking that the world hated him. But Liam, that's not true. I could never hate you. You are part of me, one of the most beautiful parts of me. You helped me through so much, you made me laugh  you made me learn how to love myself. And even though I'll never be able to tell you this personally, I hope you knew, deep down, that you will always be loved, no matter what people say. I hope you find the peace you deserve. You'll be missed immensely
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EmilyJayde

When will you write the next chapter for inside out loving it

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@ EmilyJayde  hey! I'm so glad you're enjoying it! I'll try to start publishing Inside Out again once I'm done with my other story, Beautiful Things. It's just a lot to work on two stories at the same time and I wanna make sure that Inside Out ends up exactly how I want it to. Thank you for your patience
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TheBestestJD

Do people still wattpad for fanfics? I feel like there's not as many as it used to be... I wanted to restart uploading and writing again, but I feel like there's no one here anymore... let me know if you want me to keep writing!

TheBestestJD

Happy 13th One Direction birthday! I can't believe it's been 13 years since the best boyband ever was created. Those five boys saved my life so many times in times where I felt like nothing and whenever I thought I was unworthy of love. Always been a Harry girl, but all the five of them had so much impact in my life!
          And I can't believe it was almost a year ago that I saw Harry as a solo artist for the very first time and it's been 5 days since I saw him for the second time. He's such an inspiration I caught myself wanting to finish all my fanfics about him! 
          That being said, I'll be updating soon. Hoping this website/app is still being used by my fandom lol I'll see you soon!