TheBookWormofChaos

THE FUCKING WIND GOD IS FUCKING UP MY AIR RN: there’s a big fire near me and everything smells like firewood and ash. Thank chaos that its not super close to me but everything looks like fog. I am super sleep deprived and I gotta wake up early so here we are.
          
          Currently getting dragged into the more non casual part of sonic fan base due to watching the masterpiece that is the Sonic 3 movie and getting my heart crushed by it. Whilst getting into a big load of trouble with my family and starting up my express winter classes 
          
          Hopefully this new year isn’t going to be the shitshow thats been already foretold and that I won’t feel like shit all the time anymore. 
          
          I’m bout to start a fresh sketch book and I’m excited to learn how to draw a new art style that I’ve been using. So yippee  oh yea definitely some more room for intricate oc art
          
          I seriously need to post on here -tho, it’ll probably be #nobetawedielikemen and #cringebutfreebehavior on series’ that I don’t see a lot of traction in that I like. Or some weird kind of AU, specific character trope type beat. But if not then probably some vague info dump on my longest recorded oc that been with me since dweeb era.

I’ M    B A C K
          
          
          
          
          
          for a limited time before I fall off the earth again
          
          
          
          
          
          -tw: small vent-
          
          Fall classes started back up and I’m seeing a clinical pych to try and help alleviate my anxiety and depression. However, life is slinging shit right in the forehead and throat rn and I need to know if the few Danny Phantom and Randy Cunningham books I follow [that I haven’t read in months] have updated bc when I’m really depressed and sleep deprived I somehow make some of my best sketches/art.  I am downright dreading the future but I’m at the point where I can’t even say ‘fuck it we ball’.  

(TW: Rant and Vent)
          
          Heeeeeey yall- sorry for ghosting my favorite books and my current reads!!!
          
          
          
          I had a bad few weeks of manic stress and some pretty intense anxiety episodes leading to a lot of sleep problems. Then add some depression and you’ve got what I’ve been feeling for these past three months. 
          
          I don’t have a support system or places where I can feel comfortable to talk about my problems and places where I go to escape these feelings I don’t like connecting them to my struggles. 
          
          Long story short! I bottle my decade old emotional and mental issues up, have some overwhelming problems that I’m keeping to myself that are making me have really bad anxiety episodes (big factor of my sleep problems) and use platforms like these to escape that! Then add that some platforms I’ve been on have mostly been depressing or mentally draining, and oof.
          
          It’s gotten to the point where I am looking for jobs so I can feel like I’m not useless since I keep failing at my campus classes.  Which hasn’t been well since no jobs I’ve applied to have responded back to me. 
          
          To any authors or other fellow readers who have read this far,  
            thanks and sorry for the rant but I don’t have any where to share these feelings without feeling like a burden. 
          
          I use my schools mental health anonymous spaces and hotline. Yet I am still a mess. I hope to keep reading and find things to keep me going. 
          
          

I am losing my marbles over the recent updates I’ve read it’s so dramatic and good aaaaaaa
          
          Then you add music and a comfy chair and BAM you’re set

SORRY FOR MISSING OUT ON SO MANY OF MY FAVORITE BOOKS HAVING A UPDATE WHAT THE FUK???
          
          Classes kicked my ass and I’m very anxious about what I can do for the next semester, so I’ve finally given in and return to the books!!!
          
          I’m super excited to read all my favorite books that I thought were NEVER going to be updated but wonderful surprise that they have been!!!
          
          IM BAKC AND IM GONNA SPEED READ THE HELL OUTTA EVERY THING RAAAAAAH

I didn’t realize I could announce this to my followers but hello!
          
          Anyone got refs for good writing programs? I don’t like using word or google docs since they have the habit of collecting data of your work.  

Gamers I’m not gonna lie, I feel like I’m gonna shit out my kidneys and vomit up my liver at the same time with the amount of anxiety I’m experiencing rn. 
          
          

@TheBookWormofChaos  Hi! sorry for spamming your notifications but Wattpad finally fixed my commenting issues and I got back to you <3
          
          And thank you! I'm glad to hear that you enjoyed it :)
          
           Have a lovely weekend! :)

Hi! Thank you so much for all your engagement on my stories and adding them to your reading lists! Currently, I'm experiencing an issue with responding to comments, but I'll get to them once everything's been fixed :)

I just went through some of your reading lists and GOODNESS do you find the BEST stories! Your skill is unmatched and I cannot wait to delve into some of these delicious looking fics, 
          So thanks!
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