im so sorry to everyone who has been waiting for my response!!! im a stay at home mom and so it seems that i have so much time, but really i dont have any time while i take care of my little boy and still have my sanity. but i am writing bit by bit so that one day i can get back into regularly posting for you guys!!! i appriciate everything that you all have said to me and i hope that my next chapter will make it all worth it!!!