this never existed

For those of you who had been reading 1943, I finally finished it. I've uploaded all chapters, the aftermath, and so on. I've been dead on here simply because this website is so fuking cancerous but I did want to at least finish one fcking book. 
          
          I feel like a tumour for not spelling out the entire cuss word but Wattpad tells me I'm terrible every time I do and I actually want people to read this so forgive that. Adios.

Four times. Four times I've been mistaken as a disabled kid.

So, high school hasn't been too terrible. I mean, I'm failing classes already and have already gotten in school suspension (which wasn't my fault) lmao but uh, haven't been like...harassed by other students or somethin' like that for being a f*ggot or trans so that's nice.

Sorry about my lack of updates, been busy with - and you'll never believe it - actually enjoying life for the most part! Anyways, I'm pretty much dead here but I will have the occasional update on random shit.

I have a baby face so now the gas station won't give me f*cking matches what the sh*t @ gas station?? I just want my fire.

Slow updates yo. Sorry about that but I've been distracted. Don't know when regular updates will start again but hopefully I'll be able to get shit figured out and stuff!

You're all nerds.

Hey, thanks for all the votes on my work. :) Happy days.

Listen to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAuMn4LJgX4&list=PLu7E3CLFZehPW1YqkZghZa8vupayR3vnU&index=4 
          English Translation Here: http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/psychonaut4/haveanicetrip.html#8
          Song: Drop by Drop - Psychonaut 4

Drop By Drop - Psychonaut 4 
          [English translation:]
          Help!
          I was was just a child.
          You left me there.
          The burn down my tongue.
          The run down my skin.
          The razor slithers as the children of sad play.
          My end was so close.
          I sat and watched you.
          You walked away, you walked away, you walked away.
          I fucking hate you, you pig.
          I hope you die!
          I need you no more.
          You fucking whore
          Again again again
          The burden of the young and the sin of the old and the travesty of the dead
          Why'd you leave? 
          Why'd you LEAVE!!!?
          I was a fucking child!!!!
          I was a fucking child! 
          I was a fucking CHILLLDDDD!!!!
          I was a fucking Chillllddddd!!!!
          I WAS A FUCKING CHILDDDDD!
          Why'd you do this to me!!!!
          Why!!
          WHY!....You bastard......fuck!....oh my god.....my life.....this burning thoughts....you consumed my brightness.....you killed my future....AHHH!! I'm free! From your grasp! Ahhh! I'm free from your grasp!
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAuMn4LJgX4&list=PLu7E3CLFZehPW1YqkZghZa8vupayR3vnU&index=4