TheChaste1

Pull at my heart, tear me apart 'til I'm in pieces
          	Tell me you're leavin', thrown to the fire
          	Reeling me in, under my skin, 'til I believe in
          	All of your reasons, do it or die
          	
          	Oh, I know what I agreed to
          	I should leave you, oh, I've tried
          	Stoop so low, you make me need you
          	I shouldn't need to cross the line....
          	

TheChaste1

Pull at my heart, tear me apart 'til I'm in pieces
          Tell me you're leavin', thrown to the fire
          Reeling me in, under my skin, 'til I believe in
          All of your reasons, do it or die
          
          Oh, I know what I agreed to
          I should leave you, oh, I've tried
          Stoop so low, you make me need you
          I shouldn't need to cross the line....
          

TheChaste1

Pain,  pain. So much pain! My heart aches with so much. :(

existingtodream

@TheChaste1 hey time heals just hold on 
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VivianBlackwood

@TheChaste1 of course. Anytime ❤
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TheChaste1

@VivianBlackwood thanks ❤ *hugs back* 
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TheChaste1

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Getting suicidal thoughts!  Does anyone know how to completely block feelings and emotions for some time?  :( I'm being burnt by my own thoughts. How do I stop being toxic for myself?  How do I stop being so fucking sensitive? I'm so tired of myself.  I'm tired of life. I'm sick and tired of people. Everyone's fake snd selfish!  Wish I could just die! !! '

existingtodream

@TheChaste1 I understand you dear. Those emotional breakdowns are normal for everyone and only through them we will be reminded that we are humans. You'll rise up soon, just forget the haters and bad critics and let yourself free among your well wishers
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VivianBlackwood

@TheChaste1 I know it is, sweetie. Just keep trying. And pm me when you want or need to talk <3 *hugs you*
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TheChaste1

@existingtodream Shukran! GOD is my only hope and light. I'm going on only because I know HE has a plan for me. I just broke down in the middle. It became too much for me to handle. 
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