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Okay, I've been putting off posting this for a long time, but I know I need to.
If you're wondering why I seem to have abandoned all my books, including the ones on my alt, it's because of stress. I thought during summer break I could get more stuff done, but no. It was relaxing in the beginning, but then more stress began to build.
I'm still mourning Techno, so that's 'fun'. He was my biggest kin so losing him felt like losing a part of myself. But I'm mostly over it. It's not the worst thing that's happened.
Now America's going to shit and we check most of the boxes for the qualities of fascism??? I want to burn ever single corrupted person in power it's not even funny..
My stress has been even worse 'cause my family recently got given a date for the court case we have going on. It's relieving but it has NOT helped. The date is soon and I am not yet mentally prepared to testify. I don't think I will be able to testify in front of HIM. I don't really want to say more, everything about it has been stressful.
So yeah, I guess this is my way of telling you that I'm officially starting my hiatus. Yay...
Fuck. Speaking of y'all.. I can't believe I've even gotten this far. I haven't checked how many reads I've gotten in forever. But I don't want to... I feel like I really don't deserve this attention. All from a MadCom book I wrote for shits and giggles? Gods, I really don't deserve the attention.
Go watch my boyfriend's videos or something. He puts more effort into creating content than I do. He deserves all this attention. I don't. I'm just a dumbass struggling with life. He actually works hard. Moon really deserves success.
I guess I'll link his channel in the replies...
Please go find a better content creator to follow.