Okay, I've been working on Chapter 5 of "Lamb in the Lion's Den" so don't come at me.
I do super slow updates and I'm really sorry for that y'all. I'm bad at managing things.
Sorry for not updating y'all, Life Things.
But now I'm living in my own apartment and just vibing and figuring life out. Updates are still slow but hopefully will be more often.
Love y'all 3000.
Oh and Life Update: I was approved for an apartment and signed the lease! I'll be moving in tomorrow and probably won't be on until next week.
Sorry again for my absence.
Self-Insert OC x Gabriel from Mandela Catalogue except it's just me and Gabriel being assholes to each other.
(I'm actually considering writing this f u ck-)
One thing I hate about myself is the fact that when I look through my stories and stuff, I'll forget I wrote it and I'll read through it... And then as I'm reading I'm like; "Ooooh, this is pretty good! Maybe I should follow this-" Then realization hits me and I just; "OH WAIT, I WROTE THIS DAMMIT!"
...I'm a simp for my own writing.
Yes, in my Hannibal x Alisibeth Fanfic; I'll be using gifs from Alana Bloom and Hannibal's time together to show Hannibal and Alise being together.
The reason as to why is because Alana Bloom is the closest to Alise's appearance; and Caroline Dhavernas is Alise's faceclaim more times than not. She honestly just LOOKS like Alise more than I do, and Alise is LITERALLY my fucking name lmao.
Plus, I ship Hannibloom more than I do Hannigram. They were a cute ass couple imho; and no I will not hear any of y'all out.
Tbh, I honestly hate the fact of in my Hannibal x OC storyline; I HAVE to put some Hannigram into the story itself even though I don't ship it due to the amount of toxicity and manipulative natures of it. (Though I do in fact acknowledge that it's canon.)
But if I DON'T put Hannigram into the fanfic, the Gatekeepers will get all mad about it and get nit-picky and rude about it; which is why I've hesitated so long about publishing and writing the entire book at all.
@AudreyBarachina No, I won't.
The ship in itself makes me uncomfortable, not because of the MLM relationship; but because of all of the toxicity and manipulation.
It reminds me of my own previous relationship with not only my Stepfather, but with a previous Ex of mine.
I will NOT write any Hannigram fanfictions. The ship makes me UNCOMFORTABLE with toxicity and manipulation.