TheDarkLoveMystery

I have some good news. Before I say anything, nothing is official yet. But, I might be coming back to write another story! My best friend and I are coming up with a story from a role we used to do a year or two ago. I'll put out something to explain it better but I thought I should let you guys know! 
          
          Until then!  

I may be a somewhat "perfect" person to some. I may have the "perfect" family to some. But god, I am not and I definitely don't.  I just spent the last 20-30 minutes bawling my eyes out because of my family aka my parents. I'm still trembling like crazy over the entire problem. I hate my dad so much right now. I do love him like crazy but times like this, I hate him. I have several good reasons on why I hate him, but he's reduced me into tears on so. many. occasions. This time, I cried so much, I nearly threw up. (yes that's disgusting but just deal with it.) It took so much for me to calm down to where I can stop crying and get myself under control. It's so hard to get myself out of bed, to even get up and leave my room nowadays. It's been my safe place lately. I can't stand it all anymore. Honestly. I've never really felt this way other than a couple years ago when I was going through so much hell. This is all. I needed to get this out there, to show people I'm not a perfect person as I may seem. I'm so far from perfect, sweetheart. I needed to get this off my chest, especially after today. 
          
          Thank you for reading. I'm not sure when I'll post next or when I'll say anything at all. 
          
          Until then.

YES I MET MY INTERNET BEST FRIEND YESTERDAY 
          YES IT WAS THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE 
          YES I CRIED WHEN I LEFT HER TODAY 
          AND YES WE WILL BE MEETING AGAIN AT SOMEPOINT! BUT OMG IM CRYING I MISS HER SO MUCH 

I'm fixing to release another book. No, this isn't a book that I've talked about. It's just a book where I can post one-shots in. I've had a book like this before. This book is deep, and depressing. Whenever I finish this one chapter, I'll publish it.

The first of this year I loved writing. It was just really fun to me. It kept my mind off of things. I helped me in some ways. But since school got out, and I have all this free time, I don't wanna write. It would take up alot of my time. Now since I'm starting to get busier, I really don't wanna write. I'm gonna keep this account up, and I'm gonna casually update some stories here and there. When I was writing, I wrote during school, after school, the weekends, pretty much whenever I had the free time. I even slacked on some homework because I was writing. I can't do that anymore. I had a plan. This summer I was gonna write all week and update every weekend. That fell through as soon as summer hit. I didn't realize how much time and work I would have to put into it. I'm actually a busy person. Right now, I'm currently planning my trip to go meet my internet best friend. That's in about a week and a half. Next month, I'll be heading down to Texas for a couple weeks. I just can't afford to write anymore stories. So, this is it for now. I'll let ya'll know when I update a story, but for now, 
          Goodbye.

Prepare for a long chapter in I'm here for you because I need to rant and I'm going to do so in that book 

Hey guys...I haven't posted anything for awhile so I might as well do so now. I'm not okay. I wish I was but unfortunately, I'm not. To some unfortunate circumstances, I will not be posting my new story or even writing for that matter. Yes, im keeping this account up and running but I won't be writing anymore. Well, For now anyways. I have major things I have to get done and I can't waste any time. I'm gonna try and update asap but no promises. 
          
          I hope y'all understand  

Here's some news, I guess?
          
          Unfortunately, Black X White is over with. Now, I have to focus on if I wanna start writing a new book or not. I have a book planned out but..I don't really have the time or motivation to write it and you know, it sucks. I really wanna write, but at the same time, I really don't. I'm trying to get myself happier, and in a better mood so I can write because my mood always affects my writing. It hurts and it also sucks. 
          
          I love writing, because it lets me express my feelings and thoughts throughout a character without no one really knowing. It allows me to do things I've wanted other books to do. But, now that I'm getting older, I'm getting busier. School is fixing to get out for the summer, but this summer, I'm packed with things. 
          
          The struggles right now. I can't think straight anymore >-<

Finally chapter 16 is up!! It's my last chapter of the book! :( I enjoyed writing this book but I am glad that it's over with!

Ah! I know I'm supposed to update today! Here's the deal, I will update it late, late tonight and if I don't, then first thing in the morning! I'm doing some last minute editing and I'm writing a tiny bit more, just to make it more detailed. Right now, I have to get some stuff done for my mom, so I'm unable to edit right now. 
          
          I promise it'll be up soon!