TheDarkWinterRose

currently working on a story for Seokjin, the formatting with pretty much be similar to the one I have for Namjoons. Its been in storage for over 3 years now - so since 2020. I've slowly been adding to it over the course of months. I thought deeply about it a lot about how I wanted it to be. I want it to be an emotional story and I hope I achieved it. It should be hopefully be published before the end of December. 
          	
          	I want to publish it as a complete story thats why im not publishing singly chapters right now.
          	
          	Just wanted to let you guys know. Much love to you and I hope you guys have a happy thanksgiving week!

TheDarkWinterRose

currently working on a story for Seokjin, the formatting with pretty much be similar to the one I have for Namjoons. Its been in storage for over 3 years now - so since 2020. I've slowly been adding to it over the course of months. I thought deeply about it a lot about how I wanted it to be. I want it to be an emotional story and I hope I achieved it. It should be hopefully be published before the end of December. 
          
          I want to publish it as a complete story thats why im not publishing singly chapters right now.
          
          Just wanted to let you guys know. Much love to you and I hope you guys have a happy thanksgiving week!

TheDarkWinterRose

I’m alive.
          
          Hopefully facing my last year in college, so I’m taking my major classes for the past year or two and they’re pretty difficult to the point that writing is the last thing in my mind at this time. I’m stressed out if my mind lol.
          
          Should have done this earlier but again, the last thing I’m focusing on. 
          BUT 
          
          All my books are on hold until further notice, if there’s an update then you’ll see one. 
          
          Thank you for messages and comments towards these books in showing how much you enjoyed them.

TheDarkWinterRose

this message may be offensive 
Someone just asked me when I’m going to update, stating that’s it’s now 2022 and it’s almost over.
          
          Let me remind you that I have updated my stories in the year 2022 and the previous year before that and will continue to do so but on my own time. Right now I just started posting on tumblr, so my focus has been on that. 
          
          I’m slowing getting out of the feeling that writing is a chore when it was meant to be a hobby, an outlet to let my fantasy run wild. 
          
          I don’t want to feel like what I enjoy feeling is a chore all over again and not want to write anymore. I’ve gotten close several times to say “fuck it all” and completely disappear without a word.
          
          I now understand what all those amazing previous fanfic authors went thru when they left and they were few of my favs too.
          
          I’m not mad at the person who asks me or the many others people who ask for an update. I understand why you do it because I used to do it a lot too. I just wanted to get this off my chest as it’s been bugging me a while. 
          
          I’m eventually thinking of posting my stories of tumblr as well if I ever feel like it. Will I completely move platforms?
          
          I’m unsure but for now, I’ll still be on here but also be on tumblr. I’ve been wanting to on there for a while now and I’m finally doing it. 
          
          I’ll try posting updates for my stories on here in the upcoming weeks, no promises. 
          
          Keyword : TRY.
          
          Have a nice day guys
          
          I purple you

TheDarkWinterRose

Hello everyone, I just posted an update for "In control". I put my reason for my long disappearance in the authors note as usually.  Last time it was due to a loss in the family and this time within the past few months its due to health reasons which I don't mind sharing. I went to see a doctor recently - 
          
          The first time I went to see them, they told me that I had developed weak lungs and body due to suffering from severe stress, I'm sure some think that its not a big deal but stress can do things to your body that you would probably never think about. They gave me medicine of course that could help me better cope with stress and help me with sleep etc. Its those effective Chinese herbal medicine. This time, I went to see them and they said that I'm doing much better and even though my body is still under stress - it isn't as serious as it was previously.
          
          Mainly I've been focusing on myself, went working out - trying to get myself to eat properly and so on.  I know that i've said that before but truthfully I have been ever since figuring out about stressed out my body truly is.  Not only that but I at that point had lost motivation to do anything remotely active. It was really sad and depressing. It became worse when I lost my best friend, my dog who has been with me for nearly 20 years died in 2021.
          
          But don't worry, I'm doing better. I'm trying to be more active and try to be out more and socialize more. It's not easy but I'm trying.
          
          Hope you guys are doing well and again many thanks for your messages! Hopefully you'll see another update soon. I'm also thinking of posting my stories on Tumblr as well but Idk yet. Have a nice day everyone! 
          
          I PURPLE YOU<3