I am a female in my twenties that has been through some really horrible stuff. Most of it happened when I was 16 and if it wasn't for my husband (who I dated right after all this crap happened) I wouldn't be here...literally. I thought about suicide. I thought about joining the military just to get myself killed. I thought about running my car into a tree at high speeds or off a cliff. I had a bad coping problem. Then God showed me what was really going on and put someone into my life that made me the person I am today.
 I do NOT regret what I had to go through. The only one regret in my life is that I didn't tell anybody what happened and I have heard over the years that this sick person did this to several others. If I could put myself through all that all over again, I would. Just to protect those that have suffered at his hands.
 But I can't. I suffer from Post traumatic stress disorder because of this.
With God, my husband, daughter, and my family, I have been able to get past my experiences and cope well.
 Looking back at everything, I realize that most of what happened stems from my ignorance and being naive. I thought I could take a boy that was really disturbed, and love him. I thought I could be there for him, because his family never was, and change him. It actually worked for about a month. Then all hell broke loose.
 I will be writing my experiences down, IN DETAIL, so that others can have a person to talk to, and know that they are not alone.
 I believe that all girls, women, and mothers need to read what I write. Maybe, if word spreads, we can end the vicious cycle of the female population being raped and molested by the male population. 
This boy was my best friend for a long time before this happened. I learned that he had ADHD and Schizophrenia. If I knew then, what I know now, I wouldn't have the emotional scars I do.
PLEASE READ AND SHARE! FOR WOMEN, WE NEED THIS EDUCATION. FOR OUR LITTLE GIRLS.
 I know this is disturbing, believe me, I know.