First of all, my deepest apology to all my followers and readers for pulling out both my stories, Wisteria Cafe and The Lord of Death and The Queen of Ice: Whisper of Moon and Flower, on Wattpad. It may shock some of you, but I had my own reasons to unpublish them. As much as I love what I wrote—the characters and the world I made—things got too heavy. It brought me more frustration, disappointment, and pain than fulfillment or joy.
As a writer, I wanted validation. I wanted my stories to succeed and receive recognition—even just small votes, comments, or someone telling me they liked it, without artwork commissions or clickbait advertising. It may sound petty, but you will understand this suffocating feeling if you poured your best out and got nothing back, not even a nod.
Art is a two-way communication. Writing into silence is a cruel void, like shouting into a quiet abyss.Right now, that silence is choking me and making me feel lonely. I write hoping someone can see me, but I receive nothing. So I decided to pull those stories away and hide them for however long it takes, or forever. It may sound cruel, but I am choosing my own survival and sanity before I get overwhelmed by regret. I had enough of silence choking me dead. Thank you to those who cared and understand