TheDemonsKid

Hey, everyone! At least, everyone who's still here XD 
          	
          	I know that my account is super dead, but my best friend's account is still active, and I'm the editor for his book 'Lights, Camera, Action!' 
          	
          	It's a BL book, so if you're into that, I'd totally recommend reading it! :)
          	
          	In the future, I'm gonna try to redo my books, mostly because they have very...*suspicious*...scenes, which I plan to get rid of XD 
          	
          	SOOOO, NEVER FEAR KIDS, ILL BE BACK BEFORE YOU KNOW YOU!!! :)

TheDemonsKid

Best friend's account -> @Blueberry--muffins
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TheDemonsKid

Hey, everyone! At least, everyone who's still here XD 
          
          I know that my account is super dead, but my best friend's account is still active, and I'm the editor for his book 'Lights, Camera, Action!' 
          
          It's a BL book, so if you're into that, I'd totally recommend reading it! :)
          
          In the future, I'm gonna try to redo my books, mostly because they have very...*suspicious*...scenes, which I plan to get rid of XD 
          
          SOOOO, NEVER FEAR KIDS, ILL BE BACK BEFORE YOU KNOW YOU!!! :)

TheDemonsKid

Best friend's account -> @Blueberry--muffins
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TheDemonsKid

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Hey guys.
          
          I've been ranting to myself for a while now, about two hours because my two bestest friends have begun dating about a months ago and they're kinda leaving me behind all the time...not intentionally, I hope but it hurts all the same. I've told them and it hasn't changed whatsoever so...I don't know what to do anymore...I have a headache from crying and my nose is stuffy and I probably look like shit but all of my emotions are real...and they hurt so much...my parents body shame me and tell me how retarded I am and that I could be pretty if I tried and my friends are pushing me away and I'm so alone all the time and I just can't stand it anymore...you know how much it hurts to have the people you care for the most and have loved all your life, push you away and knock you down? If you do, I feel so sorry for you and I totally relate. I don't know what to do...I've been so depressed lately and they don't even notice...I was crying in class (with them right next to me) and when my friends' girlfriend was working silently, he immediately was like, "What's wrong? Are you hurt? Tell me, I'm sorry for whatever I did!" And was all over her, making sure she was okay and then I was thinking in my head, "When I'm dying on the inside right next to you, you don't notice something out of the ordinary but when your girlfriend has an untied shoelace, you're so worried about her that you forget about me..." and I know it's mean to think of my friends that way but it's true...anyway, idk...tell me what you would do in my situation...goodnight...

thedemonskid600

@TheDemonsKid - Hey, it's me <3 I had to make a new account <3 But thank you for your support <3 The boyfriend in this story is no longer my friend, and good riddance <3 He flipped a switch in his head and he was no longer a kind person, to me or to others <3
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Corrupting_system

Take it from a nother girl
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Corrupting_system

@TheDemonsKid the girlfriend is toxic bc ur not supposed to do that, I let my boyfriend hang with whom he wants to and in vary clingy
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TheDemonsKid

Hey, guys. For those of you who want "Taken From My Life" updated, I am so sorry. I've lost the inspiration for writing it and I've been thinking of discontunuing it...
          
          If that's not what you want, I need you to tell me and I will try a lot harder to get the chapters out, okay? 
          
          Speak now or forever hold your peace.

TheDemonsKid

@TheDemonsKid - I will try this summer to get more chapters out, I promise ❤
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SPARK-RUN2

@TheDemonsKid nooooo
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TheDemonsKid

Hello guys! I'm doing a lot better except that I might have strep throat and I've already missed 3 days of school and my mom hasn't taken me to the damn doctor yet so my throat hurts like hell no matter what medicine I drink so that kinda sucks. I better get to sleeping...? Oh shut it's 12:31am, I watched too much of JSE'S Undertale Pacifist Playthrough! Got to go, goodbye! ♡

TheDemonsKid

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I think I have depression..but I'm to scared to tell my family...either that or I'm bipolar...or just fucken insane...
          
          I can't keep my life in line...everything is stressing me out...is want to die bit I really don't and I'm the morning I'll be feeling okay...and happy...

WillowHills

That feeling is actually called ‘numbing’
            It’s kind of when you don’t feel happy but you don’t feel sad but they’re both kinda there..? 
            For example, you feel like you want to die at night but when the morning comes you would think you’re alright.
            The reason is most likely that you think and do a lot of stuff during the day, but you can only think at night. Sometimes, we think beyond our limits as humans, sometimes you think of your identity or your self worth.
            
            I expect people to say that ‘oh you’re overreacting’, when in reality you’re not. 
            
            It’s actually kind of better to tell someone of authority than listen to me (a fellow 14 year old)
            
            BUT if you have a family like mine who can only go as far as ‘oh you’re ungrateful how dare you not be happy after all I’ve done for you’ (I’m Asian)
            
            I recommend telling close friends, teachers if you will. 
            Take it step by step, slowly and carefully, take care of your mental health mkay?
            Pm me if you’ve got the time, I am highly concerned...
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