TheDreamGirlCatcher

Life is full of unexpected turns, may it be good or bad. And sometimes we wonder if we deserve it, and even if we do, we always have this nagging feeling in the back of our minds saying that we don’t deserve it, because of what we have done and we have failed to do. Conscience takes to the greatest outcomes but also the worst ones, but no matter what, should we give up on life? On our lives? On the thoughts that we’ll never get better? No! Because everyday we have a chance to live a brand new day and start over, and it’s up to us whether to do the right thing or make a sin again. But just remember, there’s tomorrow. There will be always a tomorrow...

It hurts... it hurts that after doing something that was painful there's gonna be anither thing that was much painful than the other one. I didn't know that I wasn't able to do something I loved after that. It was my chance but I guess it is true when they say "Pretty hurts". But I also didn't know that it wouldn't just be a physical hurt but emotional as well.

Sometimes I wish we can just avoid the things that is so bad for us. That we could just forget about that one bad thing and just think about good things every moment. That we could all be good and nice and lively.  But that is like saying I'm wishing for everybody to be perfect. And no one is perfect except God. I know that sometimes we really want to get rid of our bad habits yet we kept on coming back to it. But there will a time when we will learn to never go back to it but instead look at it as a lesson. A long lesson that is hard to understand but at the end we succeded. Officially blocking and forgetting that bad habit we used to have. 
          
          Everyday God gave us a second chance and everyday we waste it no matter what. But that doesn't mean we should waste it for the rest of our lives.