I was having a hard time keeping up with my ideas.
Some people say that a writer's block is the most difficult to overcome in terms of writing. But in my case the overflowing of ideas maybe the actual reason why it ended my own will to write. I was so overwhelmed with everything going on with Dorm 188, all your comments, messages and support really lights up my day and boasts my will to write. But then I was slowly falling out of love with the inspiration that I held on to. For the past year I have been really busy overcoming obstacles and fighting depression. Dorm 188 was one of the things I turned to when I was feeling down, seeing how you guys adore the plot is sich a big deal to me. But then again it was a part of my past self that went through some hell. It was hard for me to let go of things that defines me, but it was actually harder to hold on to them. Because holding on to those things means I'm actually holding back.
Thank you for everything. Thank you for giving me a chance to showcase my talent in writing with this book. Thank you for letting me speak through all of you. But I think this is the time to let go. I was happy seeing other Thomara fanfictions rise throughout the year. I hope you still ship them as much as I do.
I'm sorry for letting you all down. I never believed in saying goodbyes.
So I guess see you soon?
