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Finish My Story (With My Death)
          by Neon4Eternity I'm not a stranger,
          So why do you treat me like one?
          I don't want to be your unfinished book,
          My chapter isn't done. But why do you tell such a sad story?
          One that causes me great pain,
          Don't you think I get tired,
          Of crying in the rain? The silent tears stream down my face,
          I'm tired of feeling numb,
          But I've found away to relieve my pain,
          So please don't call me dumb. I've found relief in a knife,
          Letting the blood flow as I cry,
          So please don't ask me if I'm ok,
          Because you know I'll only lie. The more you write my chapter,
          The more it always hurts,
          And when you finish my story,
          I'm afraid the outcome will be worse. Does anyone ever hear me?
          Everynight when I cry?
          I can tell you the ending to this story,
          A 16 year old girl will die. I'm broken and lost,
          So I try to make my pain go away,
          But with bloody arms, I place my hands,
          I close my eyes and begin to pray. "I hope that someone's listening,
          Because I fear this is my last chance,
          I just want to say I'm sorry,
          That you have to witness angels cry
          instead of dance." "You see this picture?
          Upon my arm?
          I painted it for you,
          With my own self-harm." "You see the colour?
          Isn't it such a lovely red?
          Take a closer look,
          Because with me, this picture will be dead." "I'm sorry if this pains you,
          But this isn't how I wanted to live my life,
          So I finished my own story quick,
          By taking comfort in a knife." Then I release my hands,
          And fall back in my bed,
          This is the ending of my story,
          I was right..... I'm the girl who ends up
          dead.

I am depression by x-twloha-x 
          I will make you cry
          I will make you hate
          By the time you realise what I am
          It will be too late
          I will make you hurt
          I will make you scream 
          I will make your world
          A nightmare not a dream
          I will live inside your mind
          Changing the thoughts in your head
          I will make you bleed
          Whilst wishing you were dead 
          I will make your body ache
          I will torture your mind
          To all good things around
          I will make you blind
          When sucide is in your head
          My work is almost done 
          I will encourage you
          When you go to pick up the gun
          When you pull the trigger
          You will end this obsession
          I am your worst enemy
          I am called depression

She is cutting again
          by Sbz t She is cutting again she cant hide here pain blood flowing from her veins and they call her insance She is insecure again but the marks she made in her room last night with the only way she finds She is pulling her sleeves down she is crying all along the way to her school is not so far She is afraid to face the crowd she better know they will make her drown she don’t want to go back to the place full of insults and an unwanted pain they call it school she calls it hell because that’s the only place where she lost herself And now she is down again but it’s not her fault why every time she should pay She is going back to her home but she cant bear this pain anymore She is walking but not alone new insults following her and the pain inside her core

~Bloody and Broken Mirror~ by Lola. She stares back at me, With teary eyes, Her wrists bleeding, and mouth chewing lies. She stares back at me, With a crumbling soul, A heart with cracks, and mind black as coal. She begins to smile, So fragile and weak, Turns into a frown, Tears stain her cheek. Love and happiness is her only desire, But she spat words and now she's a lair! Hated by the world for a silly mistake, Look at the mess you bullies can make! Her mirror a mess on the cement floor, She digs in shards and blood starts to pour. She sees her relection and a smile began to start, Now the girl in the mirror looks like her, Bloody and broken apart.

“Someone asked me if I knew you, a million memories flashed through my mind and I whispered .. not anymore”

"Love sometimes comes like a dream and leaves like a nightmare"

"Breathe No More" - Evanescence
          
          [Piano Solo Opening] 
          I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
          That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. 
          All the little pieces falling, shatter. 
          Shards of me, 
          Too sharp to put back together. 
          Too small to matter, 
          But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. 
          If I try to touch her, 
          And I bleed, 
          I bleed, 
          And I breathe, 
          I breathe no more. 
          
          Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. 
          Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. 
          Lie to me, 
          Convince me that I've been sick forever.
          And all of this, 
          Will make sense when I get better. 
          But I know the difference,
          Between myself and my reflection. 
          I just can't help but to wonder, 
          Which of us do you love. 
          So I bleed, 
          I bleed, 
          And I breathe, 
          I breathe no... 
          Bleed, 
          I bleed, 
          And I breathe, 
          I breathe,
          I breathe- 
          I breathe no more. 
          [Piano Solo Ending]