The Family Mistake

Hey. Y'all so I have a problem. If any of you know what I should do, please, help me. Soo, I made a twitter account under a fake name b/c my mom is on Twitter and I didn't want her accidentally finding an account with my name on it. Anyway, I got suspended cause they said my account was being used for "Manipulation and scamming" when I haven't made a single post or comment, but idk. And I honestly am sick of Twitter so I tried deleting the account but it won't let me do that cause I'm suspended. I looked it up and It said that there'd be a place for me to verify my email, but that isn't happening. It's been more than 2 weeks and this is a first time offense. I don't even want the account anymore, How do I delete it?

I hate my school. I hate how they decided who I was before I could. I hate that they were right. They all talk about me, they all think I'm something when I repeatedly tell them to stop. I'm not gonna give them the satisfaction, because honestly I don't like labels. I never did. Well, unless I'm dating someone. 
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My thirteenth reason came A LONG time ago. I'm on like number 48 now.

I saw this tiktok that said "This is your sign to stop being nice and be who you truly are" and yall don't want that. Like no. You DON'T. Me showing my true self is like a angel taking off its mask only to reveal satan. Only I was never an angel in the first place.

Even when I'm mad, even when I "Let go"and say it all, I never do. I'm still holding back. Even when I'm yelling, or screaming. I'm still never saying all I want to and I'm so sick of it. I just went off on my best friend, who is a freaking drama queen. And I still was holding back. I'm sick of it.

I'm such a gay guy stereotype. I seriously can't wait until I move out and can order all the heels and boots I want. And I can get my Liposuction, tummy tuck, and gastric bypass. Gastric bypasses are only used on extremely overweight people, I'm only 160, but I can probably get it done in Mexico without having to gain 180 more pounds. It takes off 60-70% of your excess weight.
          Ex. 350 pound person gets it and loses roughly 120 pounds. The rest is on him.
          
          In my case, I'd want to get a lipo either before or after. So that'd take some more off.

BIG ANOUNCEMENT!!! Okay. This guy in the grade above me told me I was cute. I don't know if he was joking or something, I kinda think he was. BUT I DON'T CARE!!! The point is... he called me cute. The only thing is that he is one of the "you know" guys. Annnnnnd he asked me if I had a premium pornhub subscription a few weeks earlier. And he called me a "broke ass bitch" when I said no. I could tell he was joking when he called me a bitch. That I know But anyway, I called him cute too. Cause, well, he is. Like, really cute. I know it's never gonna happen, but who cares?
          Anyway, some kid asked me if I was "Rainbow flag" and I literally laughed. If I was more savage I would've said "Yeah, I just left your dad's house last night," but I'm not.

Okay, nevermind. I hate The Politician. I'm not saying the main character is out of River's league, but he kind of is. And I hate it because it's unrealistic. Oh wait. Nevermind again. River killed himself. Poor guy

I started watching "The Politician" after I finished "Teenage Bounty Hunters". Which was AWESOME!!! I'm mad it got canceled though, but The Politician is realllllyy good so far

What the fuck??? There is soo many "God is good, he loves you, BELIEVE IN HIM!!!" videos on my FYP, and I don't know why the hell why. It's like a fucking cult. And every time, I find some rando commenter saying "YES! BELIEVE! OR YOU WILL GO TO HELL! REPENT!" 
          And every time, I comment on theirs and say, "I don't believe in god, I'm a satan worshipper. And he would love for you to join our cause, please, join, become your best self. And he will guarantee you a spot in his circle" and oh my god. Every single one of those people blocks me.