aww your bio is so cute! I'm gonna cry . sorry I'm a very emotional person. You guys sound so cute. x3 I also know how you feel Andy but don't worry. life will get better as you get older. just stay strong and fight hard for what you want to accomplish in life. I'm sure you'll be able to talk some day. it is just the matter of the healing process from what happened. we are all here for you and your bf :3 so stay strong buddy cause I see a good future ahead of you. ~Naomi