TheForgottenSoul334

What is wrong? what is wrong with people right now? more specifically some(most) Engenes.
          
          Have you hit your head? Why are you sending her death threats, criticism and why are you also blaming it on Ni-ki?
          
          I'm sorry Mina, I'm very sorry sweet angel. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you from them. I'm too ashamed to call myself an Engene right now, this is an absolutely unacceptable behavior. The fact that people send her death threats and are not understanding, like if you saw me in public you absolutely see a sad, pissed, resentful woman.
          
          I curse you. I curse you! There's no way you just act like you didn't do that. I'm angry at your behaviour so much I switched 3 languages while writing this. 
          
          Be happy with the fact that there's a screen between 'us'.
          
          
          Rest in peace Mina, you will always be remembered.

Me and Sabine have been friends together for eight years by now, and I don't feel appreciated or valued. 
          
          When I'm with her, I feel excluded from everything she ignored me, she sometimes kind of spit some 'playful' jabs towards me my family and my race and I don't like it.
          
          Sometimes it is just unintentional or sometimes she just... Just takes it to another level.
          
          I really don't know how to act with her when she is around with me along with her cousin and talk together so naturally, I don't really have any room to speak or express my thoughts.
          
          I always try brushing every jab, every insult away and it makes me feel really, really unhappy. 
          
          I feel unappreciated with her. I'm always the person who starts to a conversation with her, but she always finds ways to just end it quickly when I ask questions just like "how are you" or "how are you feeling" she just brushes off everything... she ignores my questions and we stopped talking together.
          
          Every time I thought about reaching out to her, I feel like I'm betraying myself... because I always reached to people and trying to find good in them even though there's none. It's because I'm that type of person who is desperate to fix them, I don't know the reason why I'm still doing this to myself, but now I try to just let the feeling go and just focus on myself and my relationship with people that I feel safe and appreciated with.
          
          It's really funny how people around me change when something or someone just influence them to do so they just join a community that is that gives negative energy and they absorb it like a sponge, because they're still a young they don't know anything at and it's not their fault for being influenced by the wrong community, they just learn to just absorb and they- I mean, it's hard for them to let it go it's engraved in their mind.

Happy international children day and happy international pride day!!

Every time I remember, see, hear about Heeseung leaving Enhypen, I feel like I'm breaking into hundreds, thousands even millions pieces of my soul.. 
          
          It has been hard for everyone who stan Enhypen and the members who have been walking on the same path as him after that horrible incident. 
          
          I, myself, who was in the darkest time of my life, did not believe that it was real until I saw every K-pop news talking about Heeseung leaving the group. 
          
          I tried accepting the news, but it made me laugh at myself for being pathetic and delusional. Everything was a mess nothing was going the way I thought it would go.
          
          I couldn't eat, sleep and talk properly for 6 days straight after the announcement, that's when I saw the petition to vote for him to come back to Enhypen. 
          
          I voted with everyone (engenes). When it was sent to Hybe, no news from it was heard about... 
          
          From that day on I prayed to God, Buddha, Allah, anyone who would help.
          
          Nothing, nothing had happened yet. Bang Si-hyuk is still roaming in the company. Nothing done to him.
          
          Why is it always the good people that suffer and the bad ones live in luxury? God please explain...

What if I tried BIGHIT online audition?