TheForgottenWaves

Four months. Four months from now, my already broken heart will shatter, and I’m unsure if I’ll be able to mend it. The man who abused me mentally, physically, and sexually for much of my childhood will have a newborn baby girl. Today, they found out it is a girl, and it hit me harder than a freight train. I fear for her, and I think back to decade of abuse and how she will have to endure almost two. How can a human survive that long?
          	
          	I’m heartbroken. 
          	
          	This time of year always destroys me. I’m hurting. I always have been but today is just a little bit worse. 
          	
          	I’m not religious but if y’all could just send a prayer or your best thoughts for this little girl, that would be just the kindest thing.
          	
          	She’s gonna need them. 

TheForgottenWaves

You’re a kind soul ❤️ Just remember that drowning in 7 feet or 70 feet deep water doesn’t matter, you are still drowning. Everyone has their own struggles and know that there is 100% validity to your experiences. 
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Berryflame

@TheForgottenWaves I send her the best of wishes.  I also send you love, for having to go through so much. I realized that alot of authors I am fans of have gone through alot, and that makes me realize how perfect my life must seem. I'm so sorry. I send hope and wishes to the little girl, and you. ❤️
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TheForgottenWaves

Four months. Four months from now, my already broken heart will shatter, and I’m unsure if I’ll be able to mend it. The man who abused me mentally, physically, and sexually for much of my childhood will have a newborn baby girl. Today, they found out it is a girl, and it hit me harder than a freight train. I fear for her, and I think back to decade of abuse and how she will have to endure almost two. How can a human survive that long?
          
          I’m heartbroken. 
          
          This time of year always destroys me. I’m hurting. I always have been but today is just a little bit worse. 
          
          I’m not religious but if y’all could just send a prayer or your best thoughts for this little girl, that would be just the kindest thing.
          
          She’s gonna need them. 

TheForgottenWaves

You’re a kind soul ❤️ Just remember that drowning in 7 feet or 70 feet deep water doesn’t matter, you are still drowning. Everyone has their own struggles and know that there is 100% validity to your experiences. 
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Berryflame

@TheForgottenWaves I send her the best of wishes.  I also send you love, for having to go through so much. I realized that alot of authors I am fans of have gone through alot, and that makes me realize how perfect my life must seem. I'm so sorry. I send hope and wishes to the little girl, and you. ❤️
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brookellemarie

I just wanted to say I’m super proud of you

brookellemarie

That’s a-mood. But I’m still proud of you! For many things
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TheForgottenWaves

Well heckin heck you so sweet but like what we proud of lmaaaaao I have done 1/2 of nothing with my life ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
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TheForgottenWaves

Me: *acts like my body actually makes a survivable amount of serotonin* everything is fine!!
          Narrator: But everything was not fine...
          
          Hi, so I’ve been having a sucky time lately, and I’m just tired of being tired. I’m sending out this notification to ask for forgiveness because I don’t know how long it will take me to update my stories at this rate. I’m deeply sorry, but just know I’m trying my darnedest to write. 
          
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TheForgottenWaves

So kind aw I have off Thursday so maybe I'll get something written!!
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LucretiaUchihaHatake

Take your time girl. Your stories are amazing and worth the wait 
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TheForgottenWaves

Hey y’all,
          
          I’ve been STRESSIN over work but my boss is a gem and made today a lil more bearable than usual. I have no idea when I’ll even get another day off so sorry if I don’t update quick enough. Please keep my sanity in your thoughts because a sista is about to friggin lose it...
          
          Peace my dudes
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TheForgottenWaves

You're too sweet!! <3
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JunkieForAnime

@TheForgottenWaves sorry to hear you have been stressing! 
            Sending virtual support! (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ
            
            We shall here waiting for you <3
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TheForgottenWaves

Hey y’all! The holiday has work poppin so I’ve been swamped!! I’ll update both books when I get a hot second ☺️❤️

JunkieForAnime

❤️❤️❤️
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JunkieForAnime

@TheForgottenWaves AND YOU'RE BASICALLY MY FAVOURITE AUTHOR!! 
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TheForgottenWaves

@brookellemarie don’t worry beanie you is my fav too 
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