.....So, idk what just happened, but if one of you do, please tell me.
I was just at the dinner table with my family eating, and my dad was chewing really loudly. It was like all I could focus on, and it was making me feel really scared. I got up from the table and put my food in the fridge. But in my house you need an excuse to get up so I said I was going to play piano. Anyway, I sit down feeling really tense and unfocused and I play through all my stuff as fast as I could. But, in the middle of my last song, I could control myself and tears just started coming down my face, so I ran up to my room and slammed the door and just balled for no reason. I've just calmed down enough to post this. Any one know what this is (sorry it's really long)?