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Some might have seen I ditched my discord, and switched to a new account, and I'd like to address all of this before I go on.
          
          I need to move on, the trauma I went through, the people I've lost, the love of my life, my best friends, my family.
          Its going to be hard for me, but I cant live like this anymore, I cannot keep going like this, as much as it hurts. Coming with that, I will also be changing Wattpad accounts, and Roblox accounts. 
          It's been a fun time, and I'm so grateful for the people I got to know, the people I love still, and I hope maybe one day I can come back and speak to you again.
          Fragile.Melody is done, and a new era will rise for me, and yeah, i'll miss Fragile.Melody, but this is a change I need to make.
          Thank you so fucking much for being there for me, for so many years, I could not ask for more, and I hope all of you live a beautiful life beyond this time.
          
          Sincerely, Terri.

so.
          
          I'm not writing anymore, and I'd like to clarify some things before I sort of quit
          
          I want to say sorry to the people who used to know me, I didn't know back then how bad I was but now I realise how toxic and abusive I was towards others and myself.
          
          I stopped using wattpad and stopped talking to people I used to know back in 2023-2024 around 2025 because it wasn't right for me to keep going back to people I hurt and caused drama for.
          
          I started realizing the stuff I did, the jealous rants, the arguments, my laziness to try and stop my friend from doing something stupid, who I'm sure won't talk to me ever again, my whole friend group that I used to be so dedicated to and loved I just left because I knew I wouldn't change.
          
          If you are the few people I'm talking about, I'm sorry for how I treated you, and I hope things are better now there.
          
          Once again, I'm so sorry to you guys, i know now who I was as a person, and though I wish I could say I changed, I never truly did, I still have that side of me here, no matter how much I would like to say its gone.
          
          I'm going to try and change and grow as a person, and I know it will take time, a lot of time.
          
          Once again, I'm so sorry to the people I've known, I wish I knew a way to do something to atone for what I've done, but alls I really can do is say sorry.
          
          I hope some day you can forgive me, I know it will take time to forgive myself, and I'm willing to take that time to do so, with that said, have a good day/night, I wish well for all of you.
          
           - Terri
          

Chicken butt (I’m so funny please laugh)

He shouldn't have to relate to NDA, you guys are assholes.
          She's in the wrong, stop blaming him.
          And to defend her shit, you're just as bad.
          He has mental issues that he is at least TRYING to get help for
          She's just an attention-seeking ass, who goes at people's necks impulsively.
          Her obsession is sickening, she needs to reflect and stop lying about shit and making people look bad.
          There was no drama, not until she started shit.
          Grow up.
          You have a lot of nerve, to make so many people worry that you died, then to make a mask, then to stab not one, but two people in the back, then manipulate people, and to lie about someone we look up to doing something.
          And to a certain other person, to act like you were his friend just to tell her what he's doing, to defend her, to JOKE about the situation, it's fucking sick.
          I don't care that you talk to her but shut the hell up, stop degrading him and making him feel worse, he didn't do anything to you or her.
          You guys are the reason I stress and worry that he's even alive.
          I thought you guys were my friends, but clearly, I was wrong, I'm sick of you and your ugly, disgusting, sickening drama.
          You made me literally consider leaving the group.
          In fact, I'm still thinking about it.
          It's so hard to keep going, you guys make it harder.
          And not just for me, but for others too.
          I'm so sick of trying to help, cause it clearly isn't getting anyone anywhere, nor will anyone actually try and listen, help yourself, I'm done being the helper, I'm done being the kind one of the group, I'm sick of being the kind, soft person, cause nobody will reciprocate, they always are just an asshole, and you know what? I take it, I always took it and kept on my kindhearted personality, but I'm sick of that, I'm done trying with you people. 
          I'm done being nice to people who aren't nice back.
          
          - Terri

the urge to make a book but depression

Uhm, Hello random person. I don't know you and you don't know me but I need to ask you a favor. Taylor is gone. Again. His dad found out about his new Tumblr account and deleted it. How do I know that? Cause he's my boyfriend. I have screenshots for proof if you want to see them, but I'd like to talk in dms on discord for privacy. All I want, or I guess need, is Taylor's state, which you said you had in your investigation book. Please. It's been over 2 months since he went missing again. I need every detail I can find. Please, message me on discord ASAP. And I'm sorry about your friend drama.
          
          Discord: dorky_dumbass

I want to say how I feel, so here It is.
          I won't be calling names cause I'm not that person
          but I know you know I'm talking about you.
          Don't say sorry, or anything, I don't want to hear it, just read and move on.
          I could trust you, I thought you were a kind person, I thought you were great, only for this to happen.
          To say that they ruined it for you is stupid, you ruined it for yourself. 
          To blame them for what you did is selfish, and cruel
          You knew we were worried but you acted as if you were someone new, and so you know, we knew it was you, the second I saw the name.
          For you to lie, and to say something happened, then to refuse showing proof is dumb. For you to hide in shadows and put on a mask, then to come back and try and turn them on me was a cruel act. and then to stab me In the back, only to say "sorry"? And then you begged for forgiveness, I know you are manipulating me, I don't forgive you. I'm sick of being manipulated and used. I thought the group could be something new, that I was safe and secure, but no, I wasn't.
          I tried to help you, but you don't want my help, you made that clear.
          I trust him, not you.
          I've already run this rodeo, I'm not that dumb, I'm smarter than you think I am.
          You made me cry for almost a whole hour, I almost threw up.
          I don't want to hear from you, at least not until I feel like I can trust you if I ever will trust you again.
          They didn't ruin anything for you, you ruined it.
          They have extreme issues were trying to help them on, you were just too selfish to care, even I wasn't that possessive.
          i hope you know I literally thought you died
          That was until this happened.
          I'm so sick of drama, I'm sick of being hurt by people I trusted, I had to go through this all my life, I'm done trying, I truly am.
          At least you have people other than the group to go to, the person you accused doesn't.
          and to know some of you were in on this is sickening.
          Stay away from me, I'm done with you and the others in on it.
          
          - Terri

FNAF:RTH is going to be pushed back, as I have another idea, you can take a guess what if you'd like

Yo hiii-

dude its been so long since i published smth, should I do something? I'm bored asf and my readers block is finally leaving