goenkas.

The year 2025 comes to an end -
          I don't know why but I end up being in this message board somehow , it feels good here honestly and life has been different! A lot different since I last posted - my first semester ended and it had been good - if what i experienced can be taken as good . I am really an introvert and making friends has been a job and now I have 4 friends in college , lol , i talk with people like a lot of people in the college though but somehow no one feels right there . Btw I love my hostel mate next door she's a senior but my full vibe , it feels home with her only her . And talking about college , i feel FOMO engineering is like a whirlwind and I talked with a senior he legit scolded me for feeling that way  though he didn't have any right but chalo i loved it. 
          
          And and I had a movie experience in real life got stuck in a lift with a senior damn that was fucking embarrassing because i panicked and was continuously chanting the f'word like a prayer , hehe but it was a memory . Talking about rest i hate being in college , i don't hate college but it's so far away from home that I end up hating it  but I hope in years it'll improve. 
          
          I don't know what I wrote in this but the year was great actually I am proud of myself this year and i hope it'll be the same the next year too >>
          
          And talking about lovelife it's fucked, it's so fucked that i hate that guy not hate exactly but I feel bad for myself , he didn't deserve me . Btw a guy asked me out in the college but honestly didn't want to get into that lane anymore so respectfully declined him now we're friends. This whole para is the shittest part of update though. 
          
          At the end Happy New year guysss>>
          May this year be filled with loveee and happiness 

Hey! So I know I am all alone here but still I am writing this (though i don't know why but it kind of feels okay). Well life changes, for good and for me right now it feels overwhelming - too overwhelming - I recently completed my 12th and now i am moving to my college (damn like it feels odd-dk why) - approximately some 2700 km away from my home and honestly i don't know what to feel, from past few weeks I had been convincing myself that it'll be okay but i don't know if it really would be - i don't know if it really would be okay to be placed in a place so far away to be away from my family, my friends, my loved ones - i feel something that i don't know what to name. I am writing this as a short life update because i don't know-  i just felt like sharing it and btw fell in love with someone (he's stupid) - he makes me feel good though but at times bad too (unintentionally). Well South India sounds fun though maybe I am gonna bag a South Indian badda (though honestly i deserve a baddie too) and i hope it's all gonna turn out good for me because honestly i don't want to deal with any bad because life already happened and respectfully 2024 had been worse but 2025 seems good (atleast till now). I miss this platform sometimes though most of the times i feel all I did was backchodi but still I miss that time - the people the community and everything about this app.
          
          Well like i have a lot to say but let's end this monologue here itself. Good bye guys and if anyone happens to see it then please (only if you can) give a life update too - I am dying to hear from people i used to know on this app
          
          Love love

--- तेरे दिल के शहर में
          घर मेरा हो गया
          हो गया
          सपना देखा जो तुमने
          वो मेरा हो गया
          हो गया
          
          डूबे तोह यूँ
          जैसे हो पार
          होना था प्यार
          हुआ मेरे यार ----
           
          Guess who's back , back again , shady's back (lol) 
          Anyways was missing neirohi a little (bit too much) ❤️
          

Whoever is using this, thanks for remembering your akshuu

Adminnn kon ho app

@sharnyaa mere pass bhi doh hockey batsss h *smirk*

गए तुम गए हो क्यूँ, रात बाकी है
          गए तुम गए हो क्यूँ, साथ बाकी है
          गए तुम गए, हम थम गए, हर बात बाकी है
          गए क्यूँ, तो जियें क्यूँ ~
          
          P.S - love you all ❤️
          
          

Neil weds Aarohi is like Tanu weds Manu par mera Neil bhag gaya hai -

Everything seems so lost here , it's no longer the same platform it was during the lockdown, damn I miss those days that were so well spent with the people here. I really wanna live in that moment againn.... Am I the only one here? Dude I was in 9th standard back then now I am in 12th , it's so nostalgic for me as it brings out the funny things that I did online with people i didn't know but ironically trusted them more than my offline friends ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ.. i misss themm soo badddd , bring them back dude.

Roohiiii, haayeee