E.L. Cypher

I was looking at part 7 of Love at First Sight... And this is what I found. 
          
          "I walked back home after my Mac and Cheese date. My belly is full and I'm in bliss."
          
          Sorry for disappearing for a while. Been going through stuff. Still am, kind of, I guess... But, I hope everyone is okay during this time.

Love at First Sight is up and about, so feel free to read the two updates that are up.

New Story Idea! It won't be a sentence long story like  D A R L I N G,  but it'll probably be pretty short for each part. However, like  D A R L I N G,  I want you to fill in what is occurring in between each update and come up with details.
          
          For example... I'm not going to explain what the characters look like. I want you to do that.
          
          Title: Love at First Sight
          Summary: A young man -a prince really- had gone into town to rile up his subjects. Something he does just so he feels like he's being part of his community. Xavier Fletcher the Third had paused to quench his thirst with a cup of coffee, but instead, he quench his lonely heart after looking upon a seemingly gorgeous blooming woman that works at the cafe.
          
          Odile Maeve didn't particularly have any interest in men or women. If she wasn't at work serving people their cup of Joe or pastry, she had her face in a book with a cup of tea beside her. She had seen the prince multiple times in town, but Odile had never made eye contact with him. So, when he came into her little shop and made eye to eye contact, she felt...
          
          Absolutely nothing. She didn't feel a spark or a click to make them be inseparable and unbearably in love.
          
          Could the Prince when Odile's heart and wed her or would she some how make Xavier lose interest in her? 

D A R L I N G is officially finished and completed, but I can't really tell you if it's any good because this is my first time doing a story like this. I really hope you guys enjoy this. Also, no bashing the book. You can always give me constructive criticism to better it. 

Never let anyone make you feel as if you're a burden. You're not. I'm not. No one is. Just remember that. 

Why must living be so complicated?
          
          Emotions? They're everywhere, but currently, I feel useless, I think.
          
          My past? Just a series of unfortunate events stringed on a long line.
          
          My mental state? Hardly there, but yet I'm still trying to be the best me.
          
          Can I do things right with this relationship I have with this boy who has the same pain and weight I bare? Or, will I continuously do things wrong and not be the comfort he needs? Why can't I be fearless and open up to him when there's something wromg? Why must the horrible events I experience continue to haunt me? Why must I be afraid to speak how I feel?
          
          Why can't I just be  N O R M A L  for once in my life?
          
          Thanks for coming to my depressing rant. Until next time...

I am everything and I am nothing. That's the most powerful ability that I own.

I'm tired of everything and all things. I just want to sleep constantly to end the pain but I'm too selfless to actually end my life. Mental health and trauma sucks. Doesn't help that I'm consumed by remorse for hurting people around me by how bad my mental state is/was. Call me emo if you please. I don't have the emotional or mental capacity to care. Be as it may. 

I'm really yearning to be at the ocean and listening to waves like it's music. I really felt content and happy there when I visited Myrtle Beach. It's like I'm homesick even though I don't live near the beach.