I just finished this book called The Butterfly Effect by @Explosivewafflez. This book has changed my perspective on so many things. I recommend reading it. It taught me things I thought I already knew. It showed me that I'm really lucky. I'm lucky to have a life like mine. I have a family that loves me and that I love. I have a roof to live under. I have food on my plate each night. I have friends that I know will stick by me. I'm lucky. Other people have to suffer so much, but still manage to stay strong. So whoever is like that, I completely admire you. After having to face such terrible things every single day and still manage to put a smile on your face and choose to live the next day, is honestly mind blowing. When I mean suffering, I don't mean mediocre kind of suffering. I mean suffering suffering. The kind where it goes so far that it drives people into thinking that taking their own lives is the only escape. So if you ever have that thought, try to look back into your life. See how many people you could hurt. Find your reason to live. Because I know you will find it. Just keep trying.