Lesbian Shadow

im the stupidest person alive

We hold in our hearts
          The sword and the faith
          Swelled up from the rain clouds
          Move like a wraith
          Well after all, we'll lie another day
          And through it all, we'll find some other way
          To carry on through cartilage and fluid
          And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?
          Well tonight, well tonight will it ever come?
          Spend the rest of your days rockin' out
          Just for the dead
          Well tonight, will it ever come?
          I can see you awake anytime in my head
          Did we all fall down?
          Did we all fall down?
          Did we all fall down?
          Did we all fall down?
          From the lights to the pavement
          From the van to the floor
          From backstage to the doctor
          From the earth to the morgue
          Morgue, morgue, morgue!
          Well tonight, will it ever come?
          Spend the rest of your days rockin' out just for the dead
          Well tonight, will it ever come?
          I can see you awake anytime in my head
          All fall down, well after all...

I never
          Said I'd lie and wait forever
          If I died
          We'd be together
          I can't always just forget her
          But she could try
          At the end of the world
          Or the last thing I see
          You are never coming home, never coming home
          Could I? Should I?
          And all the things that you never ever told me
          And all the smiles that are ever, ever...
          Ever get the feeling that you're never all alone?
          And I remember now
          At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
          She dies
          At the end of the world
          Or the last thing I see
          You are never coming home, never coming home
          Could I? Should I?
          And all the things that you never ever told me
          And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
          Never coming home, never coming home
          Could I? Should I?
          And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
          For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
          If I fall
          If I fall
          (Down)
          At the end of the world
          Or the last thing I see
          You are never coming home, never coming home
          Never coming home, never coming home
          And all the things that you never ever told me
          And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
          Never coming home, never coming home
          Could I? Should I?
          And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
          For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Turn away
          If you could get me a drink
          Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
          Call my aunt Marie
          Help her gather all my things
          And bury me
          In all my favorite colors
          My sisters and my brothers, still
          I will not kiss you
          'Cause the hardest part of this
          Is leaving you
          Now turn away
          'Cause I'm awful just to see
          'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
          All my agony
          Know that I will never marry
          Baby I'm just soggy from the chemo
          But counting down the days to go
          It just ain't living
          And I just hope you know
          That if you say (if you say)
          Good-bye today (good-bye today)
          I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
          'Cause the hardest part of this
          Is leaving you
          'Cause the hardest part of this
          Is leaving you

In the middle of a gunfight
          In the center of a restaurant
          They say, "Come with your arms raised high"
          Well, they're never gonna get me
          Like a bullet through a flock of doves
          To wage this war against your faith in me
          Your life will never be the same
          On your mother's eyes, say a prayer
          Say a prayer, yeah
          Now, but I can't, and I don't know
          How we're just two men as God had made us
          Well, I can't, well, I can, yeah
          Too much, too late
          Or just not enough of this
          Pain in my heart for your dying wish
          I'll kiss your lips again
          They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost
          My cellmate's a killer, they make me do push-ups in drag
          But nobody cares if you're losing yourself
          Am I losing myself?
          Well, I miss my mom
          Will they give me the chair?
          Or lethal injection, or swing from a rope, if you dare?
          Nobody knows all the trouble I've seen
          Now, but I can't, and I don't know
          How we're just two men as God had made us
          Well, I can't, well, I can, yeah
          Too much, too late
          Or just not enough of this
          Pain in my heart for your dying wish
          I'll kiss your lips again
          To your room
          What they ask of you will make you want to say, "So long"
          Well, I don't remember
          Why remember you?
          Do you have the keys to the hotel?
          'Cause I'm gonna string this motherfucker on fire
          Fire!
          Life is but a dream for the dead
          And well, I, I won't go down by myself
          But I'll go down with my friends
          Now, now, now, now (I can't explain)
          Now, now, now, (I can't complain)
          Now, now, yeah, yeah